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Archives May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Tuesday, April 20, 2010 Dear diary . Aftanooon semuanya (: Time check : 4.28pm I feel like crying now , no . I should not be crying no more . Cher said , ' its a waste , so dont be sad about ' (: Be strong RARA :D Okay , so basically , today uhm dk uh . Normal ? Idk .You judge yourself afta reading alright . Woke up as usual . Bought Milo (: Took 8 and bus-ed to Ubi . Thenthen , guest whut ? Until dah sampai Ubi then i realised that Zaza sat infront of me -.- See , how dumb i am ? Even she also didnt notice it . 39743636563 !! haahah . Okay fastforward . Walk w Zaza then she go meet someone , while i go meet usuals (: Meet usuals then off to 327 , meet Syaukie Kiki + Muk + Bull . Syaukie Kiki , tak kacau aku tak sah eh ? Goodloh . In school they call me UMBRELLA / PAYUNG . Outside , you call me LANGSIR / CURTAIN . Damn you ass(s) . Haha . Afta that , had to off to school . To Syaukie Kiki , Rara promise ill do for you . You go find shaver rights :D Dont worry , im here dok . Aku tak lari (: Off to school w usuals . A'an late , he go meet his girlf , but they didnt want to wait . So yah , at gate saw ' boyf ' yknw . Omg i miss ' boyf ' . By the way , were faking only yeh . ' boyf ' is a ' SHE ' name , Eileen (: Omg , shes my best 2C girl i tell you ! :P Okay , talktalk w my chinese girls . Guess whut ? Pagipagi buta dah kena marah w Mr Lai , he shout somemore . Bleah , I D C ! Today assemly dont have :'( So have to go to class . @ 8.10am off to Hall for concert (: Peoplepeople , THURSDAY my school off-day gee ! Tk ker happy ? So should i go down Ubi or not ? Kalau kena tangkap susah aku :( But no matter whut at 4pm must go Ubi back . Go school , got school 28th Anniversary . I want to meet Fazryl before i go for concert in school :( Can ? Please (: Cut ! Okay , so yah . Afta concert , had PE . Guess whut ? Played soccer . We four girls ( Me , Nisa , Ranna , Umairah ) VS four boys ( Andi , Danial , Zabir , Syahidan ) . Guess whut ? We're tie (: See , good tak kiter ? Fvck its not easy to defeat them alright . They vvv good tau . Esp Zabir . Taik luu . But nevermind , tie score (: So overall . EXHAUSTED , normal . & i fell -.- Our PE shorts & shirts are full of muddymuddy + i hurt my knees , kuyaaak (: Afta tha English period alrd . We washed up . Makan 15 mins of English period sio . Okay afta tha had recess . Im suppper pissed off . Really . Nazri + Fad uh , chibai sia prangai . Anjeng . Dont want to tell why uh . But im okay . B'cos they did something (: Pandai eh , lans ! Fastforward . Iyra grab me honeystar (: Thank-you love . Off to level 4 (: Blablabla , A'an tindek telinger :D Nice la A'an (: Had Malay , was so sleeeepy idk why . Same goes to Maths . Maths , use lappy in class . Mendak siol . Ader group members pon tkleh harap . Chibai . Painted my nails :D Oh i loike . Afta tha had Geog , cher didnt come (: Gembira ! :D Cher ' oh yeah ' take over :D So myself , Aisyahh , Nisa , Erahh , Ranna + Andi , we took turns to ask cher do something at us . She's a fortune-teller . So whut do think ? (: So yeah . I was so sad to hear whut she said about me , about LOVE . Damn . Hahah . Mostly negative theres positive also . So yeah Positive is , im vvvvvvv good at drawing , im born w it , so its gifted . 2nd , ill have good husband in future (: 3rd , my life in futur , success (: So negative part is , i lied alot :( hahah . I did , when i am to . 2nd , suka carik pasal ? Hahah . Soso . 3rd , im vvvvvvvv stubborn . Supper stubborn . 4th , I LAUGH , I SMILE , I PLAY ARD & STUFF , my deep in me im so tensed + stress n blablabla . Its true :( Okay ive got no mood to continue about it . So overall , whut she said was true about me :P Afta school meet Mateen , Nisa tag along . Off to buy chicken + Mango Smoothie (: Saw SRADZ - SASA , RARA , AISYAH , DADA + ZAZA . Zu Cine wasnt there . Nevermind . Slack w them . AISYAHH(2A) joined us . STOP ! Reached at this blok where we lepak . I saw i saw ASHLEY . Omg , so matrep sia dier . Dulu we contact2 masamasa dier masih Broadrick Sec :D But now , no more . His a lost friend to me , stranger to me now (: Just now saw , was SHOCK , real SHOCK . He's with Shahrul . Omg , Shahrul dah slim gee . Wahh (: Okay , so basically , AISYAH small entertaint us all . We all laughlaugh sia . Sumpah , betol tk SRADZ + Nisa + Mateen :D Off home w SRADZ :D On separate ways soon . Took 8 , w RARA D'ELLE , Mateen , Zaza + Nisa (: LAughlaughlaugh ;D Now im home sweet home . Today Mummy @ home (: Tmr then she work . So basically she switch off day :D Okay thats all . Wait , before i leave . Ive something to share :P This is speacially for ' LANCHIO ' :D Nothing left for me to say . There's no more wicked games to play . Its time for me to walk away . I am alright (: So youve to do the same . I feel like im on a high . A new beginning , thats my life . I am turning to rythem of the night . I am alright (: The music is making me growing . The only thing that keeps me awake , is me knowing . There's no one here to break me and bring me down . And no one here hurt me and fool around . Ive no more time for you to hurt my feelings . Done enuf to prove that im all i believe in . We are at the end , and no more stupid lies . Im better off without you by my side . So theres no longer , ' you and i ' . Dont care whut other people say . I know you fool around all day . Now it doesnt hurt me anyway . I am alright (: Okay im tired . I want to sleep (: Boy , get that in mind will you dumb ? ^^
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay