Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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For you, caught my attention
 RARA :D
♥ uǝɾ ʎǝlıɯs ɐɹɐɹORIGINAL SINCE 1996 Hi. Im just your girl-next-door. Sweet 15. I like it t be 30 March. I'm more than just myself. I am my own hero. That maybe strange but, that's me. I maybe as cold as an Ice Queen and as hot as the Sun. Fools like you dont waste my time. I aint a game t play with. I like going around traumatizing people, and irritating strangers is my forte. So, live with it. Alright? I know you know :D 260111, much appreciated. Muzakkir♥ Ways to contact me: » Msn Too good t deny it
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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
    cute kan kiter? thats ayie (: my uncle fyi :D was bored so webcamed with him and his wifey. will be meeting him this sunday. saturday will be going to somebody's welcome baack from prison chalet. so going ta be fun,i know! so far so good. been doing school stuff. i hope i can mantain this way aye. insyaallah. school normal,hyper-active,macam biase jugak! :D yestd met ubi(s). goodness miss all of them. rara tak hilang la ok? aku tak pernah lupekan korang sume dok! (: mcm biase street soccer court. buat kawan baru. ZUL :D yeah,die gerek. eh aku suke angkong dia. lawaaa~ tadi tak lepak. gooodgirl. bump into munir. sorry gota go home :P played soccer. dah lama nak main soccer with schoolmates. soccer will resume soon. yeah! and,im thinking of joining silat. coach by sheik alauu'din;world,international & sea games championship :D okay,besok raa turon pasir ris,check tongue & lips piercing price with anna & nisa. maybe buat ez-link card skali aye. been crying alot this day. i miss kamarul. he's missing from home now ): Sunday, June 27, 2010
  The one who has always been there for me when i needed help. They were the ones who have never failed to make me smile neither laugh. I love them so much. I was the one who is the apple of their eyes. They were mine too (: And yeah,thank you so much for everything both of you have sacrifice for me. I love you both,Ayie & Sheryn :D Labels: apple of my eyes When he's back. We otp. He scolded me for goodness sake. I know he's concern. But he cant force me like that. I know its dangerous. But,yeah. Do understand. If i told you. You would have ended up in prison for the 3rd round right? I dont want it to happen. I love & cared for you,my friend. Great. My super somebody told you some parts of my problems to you just right? Great uh great. Please? Dont look for them. You want to be in for the 3rd round ke? No right. Ive enuf problems. Are you going to add more beban to me? *sigh* Enuf is enuf okay. I know later if you call me for sure you marah lagi. You marah,i hang the phone. I know you dont want anything to happen to me. But please,understand my situation. Tadi pat msn jer you dah mengamok. Thank you :) ly♥ Labels: k.tjr  look up^^. i take that as my siblings. my little brother,myself & my big brother. how much do you know uh dada? do you know that we ALL hated you so badly now? even your mom,dad & blood siblings wanted you to be wack by somebody. they wished for it. so do i. so do my family. you think you so great,right? fck it ditch. i really hate you asshole. if killing was legal i would have killed you long ago,but before i do,i'll make u suffer in your precious chair dada. but too bad,my wish wasnt granted. how i wish youre infront of me now. i want you to taste some of my wrist,small fragile wrist. do you remember wacking any of us? not only me & my siblings,but some other in our family. do you? i know you do. if you didnt,i think youve gamble too much right? 'HAHA' -,- fck it. dada,dont think you'll get away. you will never get away. you can run,but never hide. ima want to call some human beings to look for you okay. so ' dont worry too much '. sooner or later,your face will be cover with blood dada. and i mean it. i swear those boys would fck you upside down dada. my precious mama & your siblings,when to look for you yestd. they even went to P.S. to make a report. guess whut? your lame tricks & lies are over. people knew alrd dada. so better stop it. i know you knew my blog. so..yeah. thats the reason i put it here ditch. yestd youre out at Casino right? taha. they found your car there asshole. they really did. so why didnt you come out afta your brother texted you? huh? trying to tell me your dick's flatten(kempis). haha. sucha coward. nevermind. your brother will wack you soon (: do you know how precious are mother's tears? its is very precious even a single drip. very. and dada you make her tear for an hour you fckin idiot. IMMA GONNA MAKE YOU PAY FOR THAT NBCCB! pfew. nevermind. once youre back ' home ',i cant kill. i cant wack you coz if i do. ill be in deep trouble. excuse. aint no afraid with you fcker! cant wack,cant kill. so ill just scold the fck you out until im satisfied. as for now,aint satisfied until you leave my family alone and you got wack and off ta jail. fck off you fcker. read this? IDONTFCKIN CARE ANYMORE. get this in mind,i neither dont respect you fcker. gth. Labels: 3 warrior siblings which dada never knew deep yet Saturday, June 26, 2010
She's a big girl now (:  Okay,see that girl up there? Its her birthday today. Maybe she thinks i forget her birthday. HAHA. Sengaje doh delay. Suspense lah sikit. HEHE. Well ive known her for 5 yrs. And ima going to treasure it. Happy 14th Birthday NURUL ARIANTY (: May one of your wishes come true. One je! Takmo tamak. HEHE. Babe,youre one of tha best bestf i ever had. You were there when i needed you. You help me alot. And yeah,i dont know whut to return you in favour either than just being there for ya. I love ya like my own blood sister babe. Sorry lah. Takda pressent. Duit aku belom masok. So yeah. Utang dulu yer babe? HEHE. Meet ya soon babygirl! :) Once again happy 14th birthday!! Take good care of yourself. Im always here if you need me. Labels: with lots of love from RARA  im back here again. just to inform those people have been saying things about Ben in my formspring and Ben's tagboard. I want you to stop critisising him will you? Korang nak tau sangat kan? We're both single! Love pergi love balik. B pergi B balek. Whuts wrong with that? Rara & Ben is in no kind of r/s. We're just friends,whut are you saying huh? Stop spamming Ben's blog can? Fckin irritating you know. Get this in mind. IM SINGLE dutches. Ive been single for 8 months. Dah,dah puas? BYE! Labels: get that in mind motha fckass   Time check : 1.32pm See that?^^ I miss it so much. So basically,yestd was a tiring day & a suprising day. Was talking with Fyra about meeting her. Then Kamarul's account appeared online. Ignored. Coz,normally his friends were using his account lah. So Rara dont bother that much. Then suddenly from his account send my name. Then i was asking who is it? Replied was,'' wahh dah tak ingt lagi? '' Then i was like,''KAMARUL?!'' Then,i was like. He's supposed to be out in July. So i dont really believe ah. Then my phone rings. Its from Kamarul's house numba. I answer,and its really him. Was so fckin shock let me tell you. Its like really shocked until idk whut to say. And im shocked until my body temperature rises. And now,im having high fever. BAIK UH RAA! And at last i kept on laughing. Well,afta a tiring day,Kamarul make me smile again. Yeah,i miss you effing much sia. I miss your voice too. Going ta meet him real soon. Now waiting for him ta call (: Labels: aku rindu dia. Friday, June 25, 2010
 OMG. My heart's bitting real fast now. Otp with Kid. He's back frm Prison(: Awgh. Rindu sia.  Time check : 1.19pm Hello. Sorry Rara tak masokkan gambar holidays di Pulai Spring resort. Will upload it very-very soon. Please be patient (: And,yeah. Yestd went to Maryanne's school to help her out on some stuff that need to be put up oon tha walls. Waited for Abang to fetch Karen then,off ta nanny's crib. We ate abit. Then cab-ed to Tampines St 45-Anne's school. Then work-work-work. Then had to bus-ed home to take things that Anne forget to bring -.- Bumped into adik. Then he was pestering,he wanted to follow me. Okay,so went home. Change his clothes and cab-ed back to Maryanne's school (: Took photos. Pizza came. Ate. At 9.40 cab-ed home. Thats all. And to Baby,dont be guilty. I know you love to sleep like pig kan? HAHA. 143,baby! (: Now going out again to Maryanne's school. So babai. Wednesday, June 23, 2010
 Time check : 7.42pm See that cute boy up there?^^ Yes,its Ben. I dont know whut to talk about him here. HAHAHA. I miss talking to him. So now,currently talking to him like belo people,you know! Haha. Ben aku sayang kau lah ok? (: And,hey i dont want ta meet him. Cos if meet him nnti susah datang so better not. Ben,you know why! (; HAHAHAHA!! Okay lah thats all. Ben,i love ya boyf ! ♥ :) Labels: rara love ben Tuesday, June 22, 2010
'' You think youre gangsta cos you did time. Listen here gangsta,dont cross tha line. '' ^^That song's for you dickhead. Friday, June 18, 2010
Please take note : Wild-Wild-Wet outing with my girls & boys postponed. Am deeply sorry. As im flying off overseas for 3-4 days. Will be back real soon. And yeah. Wild-Wild-Wet outing postponed to Friday 25th. Ive one ticket left to Wild-Wild-Wet,its valid until 22nd June Tuesday. Suit for ages 12 yrs and above. Anyone want to buy? 10 bucks. Inform me(: Thank You. -rara Labels: urgent  Hello donkeys. Basically,today didnt go Jurong Swimming Pool as there's some problems going on and that really pissed me off. Paitao-ed swimming,again people! -,- Fck it ditches. Fck dont talk to me assholes. Yestd night i manage to call Akim. Andy? Prangai dog sia kau. Kasih nombor beh aku call kejap tido. Dah bangun lupa nak call balek pe? Irrits sia kau Andy. Takpe ade pergi ade balek untuk korang semua. Muahahaha! Kay karot. Next week aku chalo pergi Wild Wild Wet,korang nak ikot,korang call aku kay babi(s)? Kalau taknak,aku dont mind. Tak call,jangan ikot! :D Hahaha. So.. Next week going www with Fyra,Fyye,maybe Nisa & Mateen following. Dutch & ditches,sape-sape nak ikot inform lincah kay babies. Its on MONDAY assholes. See that bitch above? Yes. Its Fyra. Seriously,im missing her badly you know. Dah brape bulan babe tak jumpa? Cos both susah nak meet. I busy,she free. I free she busy. Gitu lah kite. Sampai mampos pon tak game -,- Hahhaaha! Right? So wtv it is. Idc. We'll going ta meet on tha 21st(monday),right babey? :D And well to my dearest Azura(Rara Delle). I miss you so much too. But i dont know lah,i busy sangat-sangat sampai susah nak meet. Yeah,sampai the girls day out pon i tak go. Yestd pon dapat talk to you otp sekejap aje. Haiyo. And now,youre flying off to Bangkok,Phuket :( Gonna miss ya so much. Baru ingat nak meet today,dah you busy nak kene pack barang-barang to fly off. Nevermind. You kalau boleh online kat sane online okay? We talk-talk :) Have a save flight to and frow babygirl. Takecare. Tomorrow,should i follow Sheryn,Ayie and more off to Pulai for 3 days holiday there? Or shall not. Im confused. Half of me says,i want to go,another half says i want to stay. Gosh. Mana satu ni? Im planning to go enjoy there and will be back in Singapore on Monday 21st. And go Wild Wild Wet on 22nd Tuesday. But the thing is, wild wild wet is not open on tuesday -,- Sial kan? And ive to go ww jgk cos ive alrd get the tickets. So if tak pakai kan wasted,betol tak? So HOW?! Labels: aku bingung ni skrang Thursday, June 17, 2010
 Seriously why are you like sia girl? Let me tell you eh. Youre 13 and you have an ugly stink mouth. I dont know why kind of sickness you have in your brain tau. The first time i met you,youre being so rude & showing attitude to your mum in public. And you gave me & my brother a bad impression. When time flies,whe get to know you more & see your true colours alrd babe. Firstly,that time bcos of your ugly stink mouth,i faught with my mum & dad. Until my dad slap me hard on my face babe. And i cant take it anymore. So i called up your kazent. And told everything to her. I believe she have alrd spoken to you about it alright. Guess whut? After that i dont even want to talk to you anymore girl. Cos,its a waste of my time. Seriously,you dont even know how to control your mouth so,i was fckin afraid to talk to you. Youre alrd like a monster to me ok? Hmm. Huh last time also,you went out MERAYAP where also idk with your friends. Guess whut? You told your mum youre with me? Wth. Want a slap anot? NEXT. Wow!! Im fckin suprise you know babe. Just woke up this morning,when my mum threw pillow on my face. She say, '' eh yang kau bnyk mulot g cerita kat anak aunty ___ tu knpe!? '' Then i was like huh? Whut sia i do? I told mum that i didnt even meet you so how am i going to talk to you babe. Then mum said,must be me talking to you in internet and stuff. Then i said again. '' Mama ingat kite suka ape bobal dengan pompan tu? Merepek sia! '' Then mum said must be me telling your kazent. Then i said NEVER! wth. Pasal kau,mak aku ingat aku bual ngn sepupu kau tau?! Pasal kau mak aku maki aku tau! Semua pasal MULOT BUSOK kau tu ah girl. Lucky uh kau anak kwn bapak aku! Kalau tak,dah lama siol aku sumbat sabon dalam mulot busok kau tu babe! Seriously. Since when uh aku bobal ngn kau sia budak? Kau mmg dashat sia seriously. Terok mulot kau. No wonder budak Siglap kau bnyak benci kau siol. Seriously. Dont think idk ok? Aku pon ada kawan kt skolah kau lah kecik! I dont care if you read this. Cos i know whut im doing is RIGHT. I also dont care kalau you nak bilang your mummy. Cos i want her to know. Youre freaking attitude. Seriously! I wanted to flash your picture & name her. But i pity you. So clue is enuf. You should know who you are alright babe. Go ahead and tell you mum about this. OK GO?! I dont care. Bcos of you your mum called my dad names. Idiot you. Mulot kau mintak kene stapler. Kau taktau pape kau diam uh. Mulot pergi sealed sane. I cant take your fckin attitude uh. IT WAS SUCHA WASTE TO BE NICE TO YOU! Babe,dont want to see your face ever again! If im going out with your kazent,dont you ever tagged along. You tag,i go home. As for now,im still not satisfied with you. And yeah babe. GO AND CLEAN YOUR SHITS NOW,before i talk to your mum myself. BYE! Labels: bitch with an ugly stinky mouth Monday, June 14, 2010
               Time check : 3.20pm See that^^. Was bored lah. So webcam with arip,elly&ben. Seriously i miss my ubi boys. Going ta meet them this thurs thats a YAY! (: Anyway,currently talking to Andy. Alamak nak pujok dier pergi w-w-w punya lah susah. Firstly jurong jauh. MAKAN time oik. And,yeah. I really want to go w-w-w (: Hmm.   Saturday was troublesome seriously. But i like it. So, had to wake up @ 6.30am. Bathe & stuff. Ayie fetch me and send me to Clementi. Blablabla. Everything's done by 12noon. Relek kat situ until 2pm. Then Ayie fetch me. We go Geylang. Then send nanny home. Ate abit,then off to Sim Lim Square. Walk-walk. Look for iPhone & lappy stuffs. @ 8 went to eat. Then off home,ayie sent me. Reach home @ 10+. Sleeepy. Yestd,went to Century Square to accompany Maryanne buy Wii. New Arrival one,ita black. @ 368 bucks. Then she buy the dancing mat game at 129 bucks. Banyak duit dia. HAHAHA. Great. And I LOST MY EZ-LINK CARD IN A CAB BACK HOME. Idiot. a              Pictures on mama's birthday^^. Well thursday im still stuck. I want to go w-w-w!! Andy tak kasih :( Die cakap high lah apelah. Leceh uh ni anak. Andy if youre reading this. Please? Give me face lahhh. Kalau die tak kasih jugak nak buat apekan? Pergi jurong lah jgk :( Ehh dahlah. I want to study. Bye. And yeah,to you bitch. I just cant stop laughing at you,bitch! Serve you right. Hmm,dulu cakap-saner-sini macam lah kau bagos sangat yeh? Haha. Amek kau. Rasa kan! Hahahaha. But-but,aku ada sikit kesian uh dekat kau. Alah,whut to do. Youre just a slut. My expectations was right. Labels: hahahehehuhu Friday, June 11, 2010
Time check : 4.11pm Saturday.
Monday.
Well,been rotting at home lately. Been doing school homework & assements book. Sian eh! Haiyo. Will me going to Jurong Swimming Pool with Andy,Shauki,Akim&Arip together with my abang & karen. Gosh i miss those brothers of mine^^. Meet cepat,tak sabar. Rindu sia. Will also going to Wild-Wild-Wet with Fyye & Fyra(: Rindu sia tu dua girls. Much misses semua. Okay. Aku taktau ape nak cakap. Besok Raa try update lagi ok? Itu pun kalau Raa tak kuar lah. But,suppose to go Clementi dok. Kazent kahwin. Congrats babies! (: Till here. Bye. Labels: aku dah type panjang2 abeh hilang. amek ni siket je. Sunday, June 6, 2010
i miss it,seriously. Time Check : 7.30 Well hello there readers. Sorry for not updating ayye (: Yeah wanta know why? Bcos ive been busy lah kan,plus i cant use computer :( Kesian aku. Serve me right -,-'' Here updating using phone. Leceh doh. Hahaha but whut to do lah kan. Yestd mama birthday! Mama i hope u love my treat;pizza & cake (; I love you ma. Okay will upadate about it more asap okay... Ive got to do something else. Nights! Friday, June 4, 2010
 Time check : 4.27pm Pathetic muuuuuuuuuuuch! Okay,afta all tha vulgar words up previous post. I shall,make it clean for now. Serioously,i dont know whuts going ta happen next. Pity mama so much. I cant bear seeing her hurt like this. Each seconds i look at her face. I feel like crying. But i shouldnt. Crying infront of her make her double sad. I know her well. I know how she feels right now. Just now,brother called me to check me out on mama. Urgh,i feel like crying when brother told me that. Went downstairs to meet brother. Had a 10mins talk. Saw mama. I feel like crying seriously. She tried her very bext to make all her children in a better situation. And i know that. She's in a stress situation too. But to be compared mine & hers,hers is much-much more tensed,seriously. She didnt even sleep last night. Why mama why? You must have a good rest. Dont worry much about us. We can take good care of ourselves. And at the same time,we're going ta make sure your life is safe in our hands ma. We love you very-very much. Forget those gangsters who came hunting. Bcos we dont owe them a living. We live our own life right mama? I know brother & me have disappoint you in many things. But we too tried our very best to make you proud of us. Mama,you shouldnt be this sad. You should know that you have alot of people around you whom loves you very much. Youre safe from anything. We're here to protect you mama. You should be happy,and not get too tensed alright. Tomorrow's your big-big day remember? Its your 43th birthday tomorrow. Mama,we'll never forget your birthday. Well,i hope you will like the suprise birthday tomorrow brother & me have planned for you. We've ordered cake. And we're buying more fastfoods for you. We even told people to cook(: Mama,always remember.    No matter whut happens,no matter how much you scolded me,no matter whut, we ; abang alep , myself & adik will always love you mama. Happy Advance 43th Birthday, ♥ILOVEYOU♥ Labels: just for you mama |
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