Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Thursday, September 30, 2010
 I gave you my honesty. My priority. My love. My heart. My time. My everything. All i need from you is t understand me. And, go through every ride w me. Understand me, understand whut im going through, understand why am i liddat. Bie, youre hurting me again. Youre going t bleed me t death if you kept on going t hit my heart )': Idk whut t say anymore, cause i dont feel like typing. Bie, you know have only you. You know i love you. Dont make me this way. I didnt contact other boys. I didnt otp w other boys. I didnt flirt around. I know you know i have many guyfriends. I know youre in there. And from there you kept on thinking -ve stuff about me being outside w my friends. Bie, i need trust. I need you t trust me. I know you dont want me t do all those -ve stuff. Stop thinking -ve about my surroundings. It aint happening bie. I love you, only you. Please. Stop. Youre pushing me down, way down ): It hurts so much. Really. Meet you soon k, bie. And will talk things out. Nevamind, ill sacrifice a day of studying, for you. I love you♥ )':  Hello. Saya sekarang di sekolah. Saya berasa amat bosan. Jadi, saya bercadang untuk mengetype(okay, word baik) di sini. Semalam, saya belajar Kamesteri(Chemistry?). And abang saya, menolong saya sedikit tentang subjek itu. Saya harap saya dapat lulus dalam peperiksaan panggal terakhir ini. Amin. Pagi tadi, saya berjumpa Aus di perhentian bus, seperti biasa. Dan, tidak lama kemudian, Mateen tiba. Kami berborak ketawa, tentang sesuatu yang menggelikan hati kami. Nisa, lambat menaiki bus, dan kami bercadang untuk menuggu nya. Apabila dia memberitahu saya bahawa dia sudah menaiki bus 8, kami tunggu bus 8 sampai di perhentian bus kami dan lalu menaikinya. Tidak lama, kami perasan bahawa kami menaiki bus 8 yang salah. Bus yang kami tumpang adalah bus sebelum Nisa tumpang(eh, tak paham tkpe. paham kan, k?). Okay, sampai disini sahaja. Saya harus pulang ke kelas. Selamat tinggal! :) Power tak malay aku?^^ HAHAHAHAHHHA :D K,bye. Wednesday, September 29, 2010
 Hello. Okay, i think its time for me t update my blog alrd. Okay, so basically. Monday, didnt attend for school. As i overslept. I couldnt wake myself up in the morning. Had two alarm clock. Clock, and my phone. I also had mateen & aus calling me. Woke up at 11am. And i had 19 missed calls. Im sorry aus, for making you wait for me ): And mateen, sorry yeah. Because of me, you got slap from you mom ): Im really sorry dudes. Woke up, bath, ate. Did a little bit of maths project. Then off t meet mateen at bustop. Headed t McDonald. Bought Double Quater Punder, take away. Teman mateen go buy his food. Then sent things at maryanne's place. Then off home. Mateen went t my crib. Watch Army Daze. His supposed t help me w my project. Instead, he watch tv, and did little only ); Nevamind. He went off at 7? I think. Tuesday, school as penormal. Afta school, headed singgah-singgah settle hal taik w budak cine. Kontol kontol, sesangat. Thenn off t Marine Parade. Studied at Mc. Guess who i saw? Alot of people. Hehe. You know i know. While the rest of t smoke. Had some talk w Edzwan, right? You know i know. Public dk. They also dk. HAHAH!! Today. Was sick ): Nevamind. Maths period, slept for 1hour plus. I likkke. Wake up, my neck pain ): Shit. Hahaha. Afta school, things happen. Things happen in the bus too, right mateen & nisa? Haha, only god & those people in the bus know. HAHAHA. Including that ugly mat. HAHA. Okay. Reach tamp. Headed t nanny's place. Grab food, down meet them. Bumped into Khairul. Like usuall, w/o fail will see him everyday. Haha. Hot pe kau. K, takmo kembang. Then ate, then we move t another table. Just sat down, mateen tumpah kan air fruit punch. I curse and curse, and change t another table. Then make a deal. Whoever spill anything, i punch the face. Oh good, this time. Nothing happen. HAHA! Studied at voideck. Sufi joined us. Oh yeah. We didnt go Toa Payoh. Decided t study at tamp (: Lot of things happen at the voideck. You know i know, i rock \m/ Awgh. Nak meet bie, nak meet bie. Kan, semalam dah kene marah w bie. Fck. Best, tak salah pon kene. Asshole. Takpe, aku paham. Kau stress kan kat dalam camp. HAHAHA. Relax brada. You know i love you, only you. Right mojo-jojo? :D Takpe bie. I try t meet you lah k, on your booked out day. Ok? Tapi tak janji. Jangan marah-marah. Nanti muke extra macam monk tau bie! Tak handsome lar! Hahaha. Ok, serious. Im having exams. You know that. I promise, by hook or my cruite im going t meet you afta exam k? I promise. Mark my words, baby. Yeah, as for now. I'll just have t revise more and study extra hard. First paper's the day after tmr. You nak tngk i pass w flying colours kan, bie? My mom too. Im gg t make her proud. And you too k. Insya'Allah. Amin. Oh bie. Saturday, tak janji tau bie! Okay, talk t you tonight sayang. Jaga diri, and makan ubat. Have a speedy recovery. Mwaaaa! :P Labels: aku sayang die ah Monday, September 27, 2010
 thats yestd picture. at zan's crib. nak keluar dengan sec three badge ini macam, aku akan pikir dua kali. aku serek ok. menyampah. okay? everyone's pissed off. not only you kay. so, dont try t show your temper and shout at everybody. anyway, not a single person cares. bye. but, thanks t some of them. its ok. lain kali kiter keluar, takmo ini macam ok. kalau ader yang itu itu itu itu. aku tak akan pergi. ok? :) Sunday, September 26, 2010
 Hi. Hari ini sungguh merepek. Aku sot sesangat hari ini. Aku bingit. Aku panas. Semuanya lah yang negative. But, i had all my boys t make me smile, and laugh until i cried (: Some didnt make it t join but nevamind. There's 20 over of us. Tsk. Nari, mail irrits. Best tak? Best kene flying sandal on your face? Sedap? Sorry, bukan nak kurang hajar ar. But youre too much. Kau irrits aku all the way. Kau tau aku dah tengah sot, lagi nak carik pasal. Aku suroh stop nak dekat 10 ribu kali agaknye. Kau tak paham pe? Kau nak aku translate bahse ape? Cine? Keling? French? Thai? Myanmar? Italy? Fck it sia kau. Seriously, aku rase memang bukan luck kau uh. Time dah nak balik, time aku nak kai sandal kau irrits aku lagi, tros aku amek sandal aku hamtam muke kau. Hah. Best? Nak lagi? Memang uh, Edzwan pon nasihat kan aku. Aku tak patot buat kau tu macam. But i really cannot take it. Memang harus uh kau. Good, serve you. Next time, nak buat pikir dua kali bro! :P Tadi last house, afyque boyot. But he wasnt in ): Sodeh. Tsk. Takpe. Afta that slack at 322 until 6.30pm. Aus, Os and myself. Decided t go McDonald. Hehe. Bus 59 t afghan. Wow. Aus & Rara prank Os teruk teruk. Best tak? Kesian dia. Then. Ate, laughed alot. Until we all choke. Fck seh. Haha. Afta ate. Went t bazar. Played games. Os got SpongeBob seh. Tak achi seh! Tsk! Babi. Wtv. then slack at voiddeck. Off home at 8.30pm. Okay, im done. Im fcking mad at bie, bie im very disappointed w you.  so basically, yestd. woke up at 9am. showered. got ready. nisa came t my crib t help me out w something. headed t 7-eleven then took 39, t mrt. mrt-ed t pasir ris. get new smiley stud. change it. mrt-ed t eunos. took 63 t ubi, ranna's crib. ate. off t jalan raya. at 10pm, went t mcdonald. had super. while the rest off t woodlands. i didnt go. coz my feet is in pain and, its late. lata go home no transport): i stayed at mcd w yan. ate-ate, took pictures. disturb people. disturb syah. hahaha. i likkke yestd. went t 11 houses. collect ard 38bucks? Friday, September 24, 2010
  awwwh, look. zaman kental kite. cute kan? :P hahaha!! Labels: raranna Do you have any pets? yes, hamsters. What color shirt are you wearing? blue. Name three things that are physically close to you: keyboard, handphone, mug of fruit punch dri What is the last book you read? New moon? I think so. Are you or were you a good student? from whut i know, i was. now? idk, ask my teacher. heh! What's your favorite sport? soccer, and skate. Do you enjoy sleeping late? erk, weekends i do. week days, not at all. bie, wont allow, plus ill wake up late for school. What's the weather like right now? windy :P Who tells the best jokes? myself, and mateen. What was the last thing you dreamed about? erk, about.. bie ): Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? neva. Do you believe in karma? erh, depends. but, its really exist. Do you believe in luck? not really. Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up? both, hehe. Do you collect anything? If so, what? idk =/ Are you proud of yourself? erh, yeah. Are you reliable? depends. Have you ever given money to a bum? hahahaha, is that an issue?? :P What's your favorite food? chicken rice, from nanny (: Have you ever had a secret admirer? of'cause i do. Do you like the smell of gasoline? erh, hehe. knod head. weird huh. Do like to draw? very-very-much! What's your favorite invention? ATM machine in my room, all mine. Is your room messy? for now, nope. What do you like better : oranges or apples? apples^^ Do you give in easily? depends. Are you a good guesser? sometimes. Can you read other people's expressions? yeah, sometimes. Are you a bully? hehe, i neva bully. i disturb strangers, go ask my friends :P Do you have a job? nope. What time did you wake up this morning? 5.45am. What did you eat for breakfast this morning? nudgets. When was the last time you showered? 4pm ): ive got t go t bath lata soon. What do you plan on doing tomorrow? jalan raye, and maybe meet bie. What's your favorite day of the week and why? friday, early depart. tuesday/thursday, soccer :D saturday, out day. Do you have any nicknames? Rara Smiley. haha, cute right? :P Have you ever been scuba diving? yes. What's your least favorite color? this colour. Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who? mama & bie ): fck, where's he? tsk, benci ar. so slow poke. Would you ever go skydiving? i'd love t. What toothpaste do you use? Amway, expensive seh. 14bucks for each ): Do you enjoy challenges? very-very-much! What's the worst injury you have had? dislocate both left & right arm. What's the last movie you saw? latest movie, step up 3d. last movie i watch, IPMan the Legend. What do you want to know about the future? time machine. What does your last text message say? '' sorry, not at home ): '', from cikgu noraini. Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to? bie. What's your favorite school subject? art What's your least favorite school subject? physics, fck you. Would you rather have money or love? love. What is your dream vacation? idk ): What is your favorite animal? wild cats > tigers, leopard, cheetah, and etc. Do you miss anyone right now? muhammad rais )': What's the last sporting event you watched? soccer. Do you need to do laundry? hehe, nope. the 'dawg' will do it for me. Do you listen to the radio? yeah, everynight. muttons t midnight. Where were you when 9/11 happened? erk. which first? date or month? haha. i take it as month la k. erk, stayed at nanny's place. entertaint guest :) What do you do when vending machines steal your money? kick the machine until my drink comes out. Have you ever caught a butterfly? erk, yes. once ): What color are your bed sheets? hot pink. What's your ringtone? irresistable. Who was the last person to make you laugh? nisa, in the bus. Do you have any obsessions right now? yeah. Do you like things that glow in the dark? depends. What's your favorite fruity scent? lemon. Do you watch cartoons? seldom for now. Have you ever sat on a roof? duhhhhhhh~ Have you ever been to a different country? duhhhhhhhh~ Name three things in the world you dislike: lizards, mosquito, cocroaches. Name three people in the world you dislike: fr now, aisyah bangs, and ' dawg ' , ina. Has a rumor even been spread about you? yeah. erk, fake facts though. haha. Do you like sushi? very, buy me ok? :P Do you believe in magic? ahhaha, depends la ok. Do you hold grudges? Yeah! :p Have you dated both sexes ? Ee, nope, and dont want t. Who was your most painful break up with ? A.M.B.M.A -.- fck the past, k. How many exes do you have ? countless. 21, if im not wrong. How many exes do you still talk to ? erk, idk. haha. most, i think. we all can still be friends, no harm. Do you believe in breaks ? very. Are you 100% comfirm the last person you liked ? whut do you mean? haha. i like no one. i love someone. What are you doing tomorow ? rayer with my schoolmates, then maybe meet bie. Did you & ur ex have an amazing relationship ? fck it. Is there anyone who you think deserve an apology from ? yes, mum. Who do you think the most attractive singer ? idk lah. Who wrote your favourite book ? i dont read, for goodness sake. Can you commit to one person ? huhhuh? Did you talk to someone until you felt asleep last night ? last night? no. bie force me t sleep at 10pm everyday ): Do you think it's disgusting when a girls get really skinny ? yes, very. yucky! How many sunglasses do you own ? erh, 7. How often do you go to parties ? when theres one. Do you like the taste of beer ? hahaha, kening naik-naik. Who's your worst enemy ? Erh, for now. Aisyah Bangs. I think so? Dk. Who was the last person to text you ? bie : ...hugs! What was the last words you said to your dad ? forgot. its been days weeks i last talk t him. You've taken 15 shots of Vodka,what are you doing ? how would i know. im drunk, idiot. Do you miss the last person you kissed ? you mean mama? last kiss was for mama this morning. hehe. Is your hair long enough to put in a ponytail ? yes. Will you have sexual intercourse within 2 weeks ? -.- Do you think your ex still wants to be with you ? i dont know, and dont want t know. Do you honestly have feelings for someone at the moment ? yes la, for bie, muhammad rais bin abdullah♥ What's wrong with you right now ? sad, wait for bie for so long. tsk! ): When will your next kiss be ? haha, tmr morning? for mama. Is it okay to kiss people when you're single ? erh. why not? i kiss my mama everyday. haha. XD Have you ever been in a perfect relationhsip ? tsk. theres no perfect in this world baybeh. r/s are always full of ups & down. Does someone like you right now ? -.- tsk, soalan power sia. Honestly , have you ever kisses anyone with a name that start with J ? J? hmmmmm. nope! What are you excited for ? tmr aftanoon? for smiley t change. Does sex mean love ? not at all! -.- What's something you really want right now ? meet bie now. What's your favourite item in your room ? pillow, poh :) What colour are your toenails painted ? this colour. Have you ever played a guitar ? yes, my primary school days. Do you have any tattoos? dont have and done want. Did your last ex ever tell you that you were the most beautiful/handsome person they'd ever seen ? hahahaha, thats bullshit. Do you have any hoodies that have words on the back ? my; zoo york hoodies, mango hoodies, leopard print hoodies, kappa italy hoodies, fox hoodies, and etc. Is there someone you wanna date ? yes, BIE! :P Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken ? heart broken. -.- What are you listening to ? just so you know. Last person you talked on the phone with ? biebie. When are you planning on moving out of your parent's house ? not planning. I shouldnt love you, but i want t. I just cant turn away. I shouldnt see you, but i cant move. I cant look away. And i dont know how t be fine, when im not. Because i dont know how t make a feeling stop. Just so you know. This feeling's taking control of me, and i cant help it. I wont sit around, I cant let it win now. Thought you should know, i tried my best t let go of you. But i dont want t. I just got t say it all before i go. Its getting hard t be around you, theres so much i cant say. Do you want me t hide this feeling, and look the other way? This emptiness is killing me, and im wondering why ive waited so long. Looking back i realised, it was always there just neva spoken. Ive been waiting here, been waiting. Why cant you smile, shake a hand, joke around when youre under? Doesnt take that much t do it. Sing a song when youre down, cause i know that you wonder whut is coming over me. Dont you keep it in, got t let it out. Swing your head around, tell them whut youre all about. Just believe it, and get with it. And you hear the sound, yeah-ee-yeah-ee-yeah-ee-yeaaahh. Dont you know that i was made for this music? When i hear it, take a ride and i lose it. All my worries step aside when i hear a simple melody. Let me in like the wind, let me take it higher. Make you feel whut i feel. I'll be that song that you play over and over. See dont mind, i dont hide. Because im open. Whut i got t do t prove it. Walk a mile in my shoes. Will you dare take journey with me is where you want t be. See, i neva thought that i could walk through fire. I neva thought that i could take the burn. I neva had the strength t take it higher, until i reached the point of no return. And theres just no turning back, when youre heart's under attack, going t give my everything i have, its my destiny. Wheneva you knock me down, i will not stay on the ground. I neva thought that i could feel this power, i neva thought that i could feel this free. Im strong enuf t climb the highest tower. And im fast enuf t run across the sea. Hold on, i can handle him, i can handle him. Now he's bigger than me, taller than me. And he's older than me, stronger than me. I'll be trying t chill. They will be trying t side with the thrill. No pun intended raised by the power of will. I was born from the two stars and the moon where i land. Too much of anything can me sick. Even the good can be a curse. Makes it hard t know which road t go down, knowing too much can get me hurt. Is it better? Is ist worst? Are we sitting in reverse? Its just like were going backwards. I know where i want this t go, driving fast but lets go slow. Whut i dont want t do is crash, no. Just know youre not in this thing alone. Theres always a place in me you can call home. Wheneva you feel like were growing apart, lets just go back t the start. Anything thats worth having, is sure enuf worth fighting for. Quitting's out of the question. When it gets tough, we got t fight somemore. Now everyday going t be no picnic. Love aint a walk in the park. All you can do is make the best of it now, cant be afraid of the dark. Everynight its all the same. Im frozen by the phone. I wait, something's change. I blame myself everyday. I do it again, everynight. Theres something about love that tears my up. I still believe. When the world falls down like the rain, it will bring me down t my knees. Theres something about love that breaks my heart. But i wont give up. Theres something about love. When i were young, im scared of night. Waiting for love t come, and make it right. My day will come, the past is gone. So i will take my time and live. Theres something about love, its sets me free. Dont fight, dont hide? Those stars in my eyes, im going t let them shine tonight. Im going t hang on, hang in. For the ride of my life, its going t be alright. Let me hold on tight. Ive been wishing you were here, t take away this pain. Am i holding on in vain? I really need t know. ♥ Muhammad Rais♥ Labels: bie i cinta you  hello. im back updating my blog. see that picture above? yea, i got that. ): sadly, its in pain now. cz i was too smart, and accidentally hit it very hard. pity me. its ok. afta this im going t be very careful of you ok, smiley? :) bie was very mad & disappointed that i did smiley. tsk. i did it cz i likke it. its cute ok? not anything else. im sorry la ok? i sayang you, bie. okay. so today, had very bad day. was sick yet went t school. had very bad runny nose & headache. i couldnt stand it, so yeah took 2 pills. then im sleepy, slept for 1hour at class. awgh, its really bad. but now, its much better alrd. recess, didnt ate anything, just buy water, coz ive got no appetite t eat. school ends at 12.35 noon today. at last, no more chinese class, VLP. so yeah. went t 329. teman girlf and fadil smoke. suddenly, something happen. ferd, you gave me a damn shock sia. ass. know whut? i dont like the way you talk t me. kau ingat aku adik adik kau pe? fck it, asshole. was listening t music w nisa. then bie called. then yeah, normal lah nag abit. talk. then he marah at me bcz of something. nevamind. can be adjust. now, at home. doing nothing. just updating and listening t music. waiting for bie. lata everyone's going out ): then i alone at home. tsk. alaaaaa. tkp. besok going jalan raya w my schoolmates. sunday, maybe go jalan raya w schoolmates again or meet bie or follow mum. see how la k? :P ya Allah, lambatnya bie aku ni -.- Dont Worries, Rara Wont Go Nowhere, So Do Rais. Di Mana Ada Rais, Di Situ Ada Rara. Di Mana Ada Rara, Di Situ Ada Rais. Kan Bie? ♥ Thursday, September 23, 2010
 i dont know why. but, i feel like putting up this cute photo of my little brother. i love you brother, muah! hell. whut a miserable week. tsk. hate this part right here. whut does everyone wants from me? huh? im sick and tired of everything. seriously. i want t mati. you know mati, dead? ): its really sad, seeing someone asking for a leave from earth. really, heartless people wont know. i had enuf. i alrd had. i had my punishments. i had my return. ive got back whut karma gave me. whut else does everybody want??? ive been standing strong. ive been a strong little girl. ive been standing strong, and putting my chin up, and smile, no matter how much it hurts, i'll smile just t make you smile. you who? everyone. especially you, bie. whut happen now? this is whut i get in return? relatives are getting useless, irritations t my life, and controlling my life. come on, im the one who has t die when its time for me t die, so let me live my life the way i want t. parents? drifted apart. thats a good thing. but the bad thing is, i know why): i fcking want t kill somebody, seriously ): girlf? they've always been there for me. but one thing, its hard for them t go with the flow im gg thru. they neva get me. its ok. i understand. ' friends '? they have been giving me problems. shall we end it here? ive enuf bullshits. stop it k. bie? youve been giving me ache. headache, heartache, every single ache. you ask me t understand you, but have you eva let yourself understand me? have you? everything must be your way. whut about me? dont be selfish. im tired. im upset. im disappointed in you too. i know youre disappointed with whut ive done lately, i did smiley. i know. but, we can brush it. dont worry. your attitude? whut about that? kau panas badan. dah marah, aku pun kene hampot. bie, i bukan patong k? please. it hurts too. let me have it my way this time. can? okay, stop. will settle that tonight ok. i want you t change also. Too much about good stuff is bad. Sometimes, too much of bad stuff, is worst. So shall change the topic. tuesday, went t pasir ris just t actually get my smiley done. but, the guy neva come ): that aunty say on wednesday. sodeh pe. takpe. headed t mcdonald, had double quater pounder. walk t the block. saw this couples. masih adik-adik. very sure. she finds trouble with me, i aku cumer bual alek je, teros diam then walk away. stupid pussy. haha, nevamind. i almost choke while eating, coz was laughing all the way when i disturb strangers. AHAHA. tak bedek. anna, nisa & mat know whut im talking about lah kan? :P hehe. we plan t study. but at last. we spent more time disturbing people. tak bedek. when off at 6.30pm, and quarrelled with bie ): irrits pe. takpe. mengalah lagi. -.- wednesday, off t pasir ris again w nisa. isk. bumped into this two mat mat kental. haha. fanatic t the core. haha. budak hingus, i can confirm. bual pon nonscence. tkpe, ignore. had my smiley done, yes finally. pain? neh, not at all. the feeling is syiok. tak bedek. teman nisa go smoke smoke. then bus-ed 5 t simei, then bus-ed 38 t 130. slack awhile. then bus-ed 38 t tamp one. meet yan & epy. roof top, oh my god. we laughed alot. kan kan kan sayangs?! :P we all leave at 6.30pm. reach home swee swee at 7.20pm saw karen. saw abang. saw adik. followed them t afghan. hhaha. then bie called me. talk awhile. guess whut? faught w him badly. till i cry. and i flush all those harsh words t him. really. baik. haha, same same tahu lah kn? sodeh. today, guess whut? i played in the rain, since its raining heavily at ubi. i likkke yaw. naseb tak kene sambah petir-.- hehe!! amin. yestd's rain was damn heavy, tak bedek. out of school slack w rara sasa syidah sora anna nisa mateen. then off t shop t buy project stuff. off t school did project till 6.30pm. off home w nisa. now here i am. well, okaylah then. bie call alrd. bye Labels: i lost you this time Monday, September 20, 2010
 when i see your face, i wouldnt change, cause youre amazing, just the way you are. good evening. heh, sorry ok, lack of updates. so, shall i share whut i did on friday onwards? :P friday, ask for early departure together w ranna and nisa, as we need t go t azura's crib, for her little sister, dhia's funeral. im sorry for your loss sayang. but, there's a good thing that Allah take her away. i believe no one would like t see her suffer, further, right sayang? Allah, sayangkan dhia lebih. biarlah, dhia pergi dengan aman. let her rest in peace. alright, azura, be strong. she wouldnt want t see you all cry, she will be very upset. ok? i luv you sayang. so afta late dhia's funeral, headed t reservoir, accompanied nisa rebond her hair. at 4pm, anna texted me, ask me t head t school. cause of fiona lah. tsk. nevamind. did stuff. at 5pm, went t anna's crib, bath, got ready for the festival in school. heh, sadly bie didnt manage t come ): nevamind. anyway, had much fun though. andi and he's kude kepang members did well. i likkke. well done dear. went back t anna's crib at 9pm plus, had suprised for nisa. advance birthday, lah kn. she was so touched. aww, luv you sayang. hope you like the gift from us. heh, same eh kiter. kembah siam! huhu! :P bie, takmo jealous eh. nanti, we buy another type punye, kay? tapi, you yang bayar lah, kay? HAHAHA!^^, kening naik naik bie. saturday, had no plan. adik sayang, went t jalan raya w kazents. abang sayang, went t jalan w girlf. mama sayang, working. then me? texted yan, ask her t meet me. hehe. got ready and stuff. took 292, bus-ed t inter. mrt-ed t simei, meet yan and fie at 7-eleven. headed t banquet. talk alot. oh well, my mood turn out no good afta hearing whut yan had story t me. was damn mad actually, but i cooled myself. ask yan t call ira wahyuni, decided t meet ira wahyuni under her voideck. talk things out. wth, aisyah bangs, betol peh penipu haram jadah eh. dah lamer hidop eh baby? -.- chiochibai. ive been very patient w you. ive been very nice t you. ive been entertaining you well in class. and this is whut you did t me? babe, i know i aint your goodf, and i dont even ask for it. im very glad so. coz, if i had 10 kind of you in my life, i'll die! bitch. whut else do you want from me? you want fame? or ATTENTION huh? fcker. come, want entertaiment, right? ive gave it t you a little just now in school, nice anot? wait uh, still want t deny right? okay, tunggu sahaje on wednesday sayang. you wait, dont run. fck as fcker jamban sundal! dont try me. you dont want t see my ugly face, bitch! fck it. okay, continue~ went home at 6.30pm. cause lahabau lupe nak bawak kunci, so had t go all the way home. fck right?! nevamind. sunday, bie wake me up from bed. he called me as early as 1oam, early tk? heh, maybe early for me lar. kuang-kuang-kuang. text-text w him. went t pasir ris w abang at 4pm, took 17, bus-ed t pasir ris inter. wanted t pierce my eyebrow/ my center lip piercing. but, the person who do it, neva come. haha. so we headed t mc donald and had our lunch. then mrt-ed t tamp. went t Giordano, bought 4 pairs of pants. 140bucks spent. heh. then, meet mama. off home. watch karate kid, hehehe. then bie called. alermak, potong steam uh ni monk! haha. continue aje. hehe. text-text w bie. end karate kid, watch IP Man the Legend. he jealous. HAHAHA, cause he booked in alrd. cannot watch tv :P so kesian bie, layan him lah. bie, force me sleep early. wahpiang ni monk. takpe, aku dengar je. so slept early. same time w bie :) bie, i luv you, muah!♥ today, went t school w nisa & mateen. hehe. went t school w one side of my shoe, of my own, and another side hers. so its like, one loose, one tight -.- lucky, it isnt that obvious. HAHAHA!! damn funny. you know i know lah kan nisa? :P went t school, ate mee goreng. good kan rara, early in the morning eat mee goreng. haha!! hungry lah. school was normal. was having drama, when mama text me saying, she's in the hosp, she got her hands & leg burnt when our house kitchen was caught on fire. astarafhirullah. naseb tak ape ape. ): mama, i luv you so much. be careful nextime, now, my house kitchen is in a mess. hais ):  ah, nak tau why rara call him monk. ah, tengok la sendri. tsk tsk tsk!^^ bie wearing green watch.bie, kau make sure text aku eh malam. kalau tak pancong kepala kau on saturday! :P cehhh, step brani je. eh, brani uh. okay, bye. Saya Cinta Muhammad Rais Bin Abdullah♥ Labels: rais monk t the core Wednesday, September 15, 2010
 hello. sorry lah, i neva update for days alrd. like ive said, ive been busy. okay, will talk about my past days ok? :P sunday, went t cikyah's crib. then, went t ayie's place. ate alot, there. hehe. then, sit and talk with sheryn. alot of things we talk about, yea? anyway, sometimes, irritating people shouldnt follow us go raye. irrits. baru keluar jap, mintak balik. merepek, kan? -.- pfft. okay, so went home at 7.40pm ): because, some people irritating mah. went home, naz trojan, ayim & another one, was at home. haha. me? tall? big? lawa? dare? wth. haha, takde lah. thanks anyway^^. at night, mojo called me. heh, sorry. tidak jawab. two missed calls, end up eh? sorry, sorry. tidak perasan. then mojo called me back again. talk t hime for awhile, then talk t andy! best eh? brother aku, berkawan dengan mojo. haha. tsk, leceh ar. hehe. bedek jer. talk talk w andy. then phone was pass back t mojo. talk talk, then suddenly, mojo scold me. ): almost cried, but i tahan. and i just hang up the phone. he then texted and stuff. we okay, by the next morning! :P i luv you, cinta. monday, went t school w mateen. meet sasa aisyah at 320. waited for clock t strike 8.30am, then went in t school. haha. went in late, for sure! :) school was normal. art lesson was fck. dont ask why, k. afta school, teman my girlfs buy ciggy. then, cab-ed t afghan. yes, the five of us. went t McD. faught with two dunman sec girls. chiochibai. kau ingat aku budak taik macam kau nk cari pasal? babi. dah kene maki, beh tanak lawan balek. aku dah jalan baru kau nk lawan. konek pe kau. went out of McD, laughing at her. didi, aku macam nk taplek kau punye dahi tau. siang siang taknak mintak fries. cakap kan senang, kau nk drag drag. okay, bought alrd. walk out. saw hidayah, tasha & her boyf. walk, talk. bye. haha. walk home. got myself shower. then called didi t come down t take his food. slack downstairs with didi, and friends. then waited for kazent nisa t come. once she arrived, went up. did for her henna, and we talk alot. you know i know eh?? :P then, went down again at 6.30pm, walk t bustop. took 292, off t tampmall. meet mama, then did my phone skin. 30mins, so fast eh?^^ then, walk walk. wanted t buy this spec, cute giler, eh? but tak jadi. bcoz of something, you know why eh. ahhaha!! okay. afta that, went t popular bookstore, grab my maths project item needed. and bought a new hot pink file. cute you know the colour (: hehe. then walk home, and we talk things out. right?:P reached home, ate my Mc Donald Quater Pounder. sedap! then, continue with henna. did for her feets and both palm. she went home ard 1am plus?? yeah. 1am plus. tuesday, took 59 bus-ed t safra. took 5 bus-ed t east point, went t popular bought poly foam. then, bought Burger King. off t simei park. saw lan harada. hahaha, pendek seh dier. asal kau pendak uh hari tu?? hmm. HAHAHAH!! did our maths project. went home at 7. continue my project until 2am plus. wednesday, didnt went t schoool hehe!! thursday, went t paya lebar. bought poly foam again. went t mcdonald ate. faught with this macpherson girls. fck it. walk t school. had soccer.   I want t get far far away from all the dinosours. And come here. And bring, mojo, mama, brother, and my girlfs.  Labels: you scold me all the time  Labels: does mojo derserve it *insert question mark*  love hurts. boys lie. friends cry. people die. parents yell. you always try. youre neva good enuf, and you dont know why. Tuesday, September 14, 2010
 Sorry, ive been busy nowadays. Will update as soon as i could, ok? Muhammad Rais Bin Hamzah Jalani♥ Saturday, September 11, 2010
 Hello, good evening. Awgh, saya sungguh happy today. Mama says, ask me t buy new card. New number. Was curious, why. Haha. Rupenye, she force dad t give back my hp. And im so, gonna change my number. I likkkkke. Bought alrd my top up128 & my new number. But havent change. Lata or tmr i change uh. Want my new num, ask personally, ok? :P Takecare, gudnight. Friday, September 10, 2010
 Okay, this post is specially for my twin girlf, Yan :P Oh my god Yan, didnt expect you did that post just for me. Thats so sweet of you. Babe, i am a strong girl, like everyone believe, and i will always be. So, dont worry much about me ok? I will be fine. Yes, ive always know ive got you right beside me, babe. Thank alot. Thank you for being there always, for me. Awgh, girlf. Dont say that. I will neva forget you, eva. How can i forget? Cannot! Yeah, i know that were not that close ): Alah, takpe, we both understand that, kn? Babe, i miss you too, even more. I know, we both must meet up really-really soon. Hmm. Yan, remember this, i wont forget you. I will neva be. Youre my best of friends and my sister, my cute small sister. I luv ya, Yan Loudspeaker Part 2 :P Takecare, selamat hari raye.  Selamat hari raye, again :P Nothing t do lah now. So, i update. Actually, im waiting for the clock t strike 4pm. Will be going t Clementi by then. Currently at marina's :) Hehe, today, my baju kebaya blue mixture w grey. Eh same same w mojo-jojo♥, hahah!! Geng uh kiter. Awgh, rindu mojo♥ t the core ): Must meet soon, ok? Your next booked out, mesti jumpe, ok? Okaylah, luv you :P Thursday, September 9, 2010
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