I kick balls, wanna kick yours too ?

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading

So sick and tired of all the needless beating

For you, caught my attention

RARA :D
♥ uǝɾ ʎǝlıɯs ɐɹɐɹ
ORIGINAL SINCE 1996

Hi. Im just your girl-next-door. Sweet 15. I like it t be 30 March. I'm more than just myself. I am my own hero. That maybe strange but, that's me. I maybe as cold as an Ice Queen and as hot as the Sun. Fools like you dont waste my time. I aint a game t play with. I like going around traumatizing people, and irritating strangers is my forte. So, live with it. Alright? I know you know :D
260111, much appreciated. Muzakkir♥
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Friday, October 15, 2010

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Hello. Sorry for not updating. Dead blog? Not yet darling. I am having exams lah, that’s why neva update for so long. Busy studying lah kan^^ Hahaha. So, hows life? :D Mine's awful )': I cried every night. Only God, my pillow knows. *sigh* Its ok. No one will understand, anyway.

Ive been putting on a fake smile on my face lately. And idk who notice it so far. I really don’t know. Erk, mojo? For sure he knew. Erh, my darlings, he wasn’t the cause for all this, ok? (: Don’t think –ve. Okay, back t topic. So yeah. Been crying for a lot of stuff. Especially, about love. Yes, love. Maybe every single one of you might say, ' Love? Rara youre too young for all that. ' / ' Rara, he's not worth your tears. ' / ' Rara, there's other fishes in the pond. Go and grab it! ' Awgh ): He's not even leaving. Why must all of you say liddat? Okay. Maybe, youre right too about love. Or maybe, you guys just dk whut we're going thru. Right? Its ok. Basically, he's not a bad guy. He's a nice one. You all don’t see it. Just because of his hair being coloured blond. Well, not anymore. OK? (: Oh, and he's eyebrow. I know, some kind of matrep. Well, I wanted t call him one. But, thinking back. He's not actually. Its not im becking him. But true enough though. His past was a bullshit. Really is. I know. But, people change alright. Okay, that doesn’t matter much. The problem we're going thru has nothing got t involve with fights. Yea? Ok. We're not fighting. Its just something. Something. You all wont know, until someday. He's not leaving. I am not leaving too, urgh. Idk. ): Its hard. But looking back, theres reason for me t leave. And reason not t leave. Its depressing, really. ): Mojo, you know how I feel. But you neva understand whut in my mind. Maybe you understand, but a little? Its ok. Sooner or lata you'll get it, ok. Mojo, you know how much I love you. You know how much you meant t me. Right? I know you don’t want me and yourself t get hurt in the end. I know whut youre trying t say, Mojo. I know. I love you too much now, and so, its hard for me t leave you just liddat. A very difficult task for me. Very. Well, its ok. I will try t wait for you, ok? As long as I could. As strong I could stand strong waiting for you. We're going nowhere ok. Trust me, belive me. Insya'Allah, dengan izin Allah. We will stay as together. Amin. But as for now, you've t be much more understanding, you've got t control your anger/mood. While I try my very best t be patience enough for you, and neva bring you down. Mojo, my heart says I can do it. Can you do it? (: No matter how harsh your words were, I tried my very best t shut and lock all my rusty, harsh, rude words in my mouth. So far, have I fcking blust anything over the limit t you? Yes, once. Hehe. Past baby, past. (: You know it. No matter how protective of you over me, which is sometimes irritating me, ill take control of it. I will endure it. No matter how naggy you are sometimes, ill just have t be a good listener. And so far, I am. No matter how your fcking attitude is throwing, ill take one step back and let you out. :D I know youre being pressure being in camp, NS. I know, eventhough I am a girl. I know how you feel. You sad, I sad. You cry, I cry. Youre hurt, im hurt too. Because I love you. We're in this together, remember? (: Mojo, I cant do as you say about complaining t MOE. ): I wish I could, but I cant. It’s the law sayang. You have t endure it. Be strong. When youre in there. Sometimes you accuse me of contacting other boys and stuff. You said I lepak w sooooooooo many jantan. No, its not true. Its not happening you know. Really. You shouldn’t be doing this t me. You shouldn’t add more beban t my life. You should be helping me, as you know whut ive t go thru and I am going thru with my family. Right? I am glad that I met a guy like you in my life. You change a little part of me. You really do. (: You should be proud of it. I am proud of knowing you. For whut we've gone thru. All those memorable days. Its still kept securely in my heart. In future, you may be replace. Idk. But you will neva be erased. When I say I love you, I meant it. When I say I miss you, I meant it. I appreciate whut you've done for me, and try doing something for me. I really do. Youre a nice person. Really. People dk, except for those who have come across you. I know there were other girls before me. But I wish I was the last one (: I neva expect anything about love from you. When I got t know you from facebook. We're normal. And after days, we knew. I find something's in there. Something's going on. I neva expect a stranger like you could mean a lot t me until today. Seriously. I really dk how t elaborate whut's in my small little tiny heart. You just meant so much t me. And no one knows how much, how big, how strong, do you meant t me and your love is. Bie, I miss you. I miss us. )': But I cant go back t the past. Ive t move on. A new chapter. Fresh chapter begins with just us. Insya'Allah. Don’t know whut t say. Ive been crying from the start. From the start of whut ive said on top^^. Until now. I am home alone now. )': Idk who else t turn t. Youre in camp. And its hard t talk t you. AND, somemore, your anger manangement. Its hard t talk t you otp ): Awgh, it make me cry more. Cry more for whut's happening now. And, in case you dk. I will make HIM pay back whut he has done t separate us. F/s R/s whuteva/s la. *sigh* Idk lah kan. Allah saje lah yang paham ape aku rase )': I know, like whut you said, whuteva happens, don’t let things liddis affect my studies. Don’t worry. Itll be fine. Im studying. See, ive got very big eye bags now. How am I supposed t go t school. I don’t want t be questioned. Sobsob. )': My small little tiny heart getting softer, weaker. I need you. By my side. I wish I could. Youre in there. How nice is that? ): Superb -.- Seriously, this week Friday. Or maybe our weekends? Will meet up. ): Insya'Allah. Youre always in my prayers baby. Always be. I love you like I always do. Muhammad Rais Bin Abdullah, Saya Mencintai Kamu. *hugs you very tight darling* )':

Time check: 10.06pm

Goodnight love.

But baby, where they knock you down and out

Is where you oughta stay

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
For you, caught my attention RARA :D ♥ uǝɾ ʎǝlıɯs ɐɹɐɹ ORIGINAL SINCE 1996 Hi. Im just your girl-next-door. Sweet 15. I like it t be 30 March. I'm more than just myself. I am my own hero. That maybe strange but, that's me. I maybe as cold as an Ice Queen and as hot as the Sun. Fools like you dont waste my time. I aint a game t play with. I like going around traumatizing people, and irritating strangers is my forte. So, live with it. Alright? I know you know :D 260111, much appreciated. Muzakkir♥ Ways to contact me: » Msn » Facebook so yeah, what more can i say? This Flash Player was created @ FlashWidgetz.com. flash mp3 players myspace fetish myspace music Too good t deny it Those who spam, they eventually suck their nanny's pussy XD <a href="http://www5.shoutmix.com/?fyqafyqa">View shoutbox</a> ShoutMix chat widget Hard t resist, so touchable ♥♥♥Abang Alep. Acahh Belo. Acet. Achick. Ah Cai. ♥Ah Feeq. Ah Toi. Aishwarya. ♥♥Aisyahh Sora. ♥Aisyahh Taufik. Aliice CHUCKIE. ♥♥Alyshaqistina. Alon. Anna Chiyoko Yora. ♥Ann Khuzairi. Aput Putera. ♥♥♥Ari. Atiin. ♥BaybehYuyul. BC. Bella Katanorika Ben Punya. ♥♥Chub Jepon. ♥♥♥Desiree. DewiSutra. Dila. ♥Dinah. Dora. ♥EekaBom. ♥♥♥Elly Eliana. ♥♥Elysha. ♥Emiliya. Eqa Jepon. ♥E-rahh Ishakxz. ♥♥Fafa Fruitella. Faiizura. Farhana. ♥Fie. ♥♥♥Frenaa. ♥♥♥Fyeqah. Fyna SmallKido. ♥♥♥Fyra. Gegerl. Hakala Hakala Hadi. HanHui. ♥Hunny Noni. ♥Hani Noni [onsugar]. Hussein KuaiKuai. Ica BantalGurl. Ikaah. Ikaliao. Inah Banana. Indahh Woww. Iqah Horny Honey Miffy. ♥Iqek. Iraaa Syuhada. IzzwanShah. Jiaxun. Julie. Juliet. ♥♥♥Karen,brother's gf. ♥♥Kaseh Goodgirl. Keerah. Kiwi. ♥♥Kytty Jepun. Lala Bonch. ♥Lala Deluna Bangs. LiciaBaby. Lie Ana. Louisa Nicolette. Maisarah. ♥♥Mateen. Nafisah. Nananeko. Nayli. Nifa. Nisa. ♥Puteri Kuching. ♥♥♥Rara. Rara MamaHot. Rosita Emylia. Sugarenny. ♥Shikin. ♥Stephanie. Syabilla. ♥Syaiieee. Syaza Umairah. ♥Syikah Star. TashaJade. ♥♥♥Yana MakMOK. Y-Yana. ♥♥♥Yanii Babygurl. ♥Yasser Syafiq. Yasmin. Yayat Stupid Boy. Zam Romey Pornstar. ZazaChiipmunk. Zofrah. Zyra. Archives May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, October 15, 2010 Good night, time check: 9.17pm Updated last week, not 15 Oct. Hello. Sorry for not updating. Dead blog? Not yet darling. I am having exams lah, that’s why neva update for so long. Busy studying lah kan^^ Hahaha. So, hows life? :D Mine's awful )': I cried every night. Only God, my pillow knows. sigh Its ok. No one will understand, anyway. Ive been putting on a fake smile on my face lately. And idk who notice it so far. I really don’t know. Erk, mojo? For sure he knew. Erh, my darlings, he wasn’t the cause for all this, ok? (: Don’t think –ve. Okay, back t topic. So yeah. Been crying for a lot of stuff. Especially, about love. Yes, love. Maybe every single one of you might say, ' Love? Rara youre too young for all that. ' / ' Rara, he's not worth your tears. ' / ' Rara, there's other fishes in the pond. Go and grab it! ' Awgh ): He's not even leaving. Why must all of you say liddat? Okay. Maybe, youre right too about love. Or maybe, you guys just dk whut we're going thru. Right? Its ok. Basically, he's not a bad guy. He's a nice one. You all don’t see it. Just because of his hair being coloured blond. Well, not anymore. OK? (: Oh, and he's eyebrow. I know, some kind of matrep. Well, I wanted t call him one. But, thinking back. He's not actually. Its not im becking him. But true enough though. His past was a bullshit. Really is. I know. But, people change alright. Okay, that doesn’t matter much. The problem we're going thru has nothing got t involve with fights. Yea? Ok. We're not fighting. Its just something. Something. You all wont know, until someday. He's not leaving. I am not leaving too, urgh. Idk. ): Its hard. But looking back, theres reason for me t leave. And reason not t leave. Its depressing, really. ): Mojo, you know how I feel. But you neva understand whut in my mind. Maybe you understand, but a little? Its ok. Sooner or lata you'll get it, ok. Mojo, you know how much I love you. You know how much you meant t me. Right? I know you don’t want me and yourself t get hurt in the end. I know whut youre trying t say, Mojo. I know. I love you too much now, and so, its hard for me t leave you just liddat. A very difficult task for me. Very. Well, its ok. I will try t wait for you, ok? As long as I could. As strong I could stand strong waiting for you. We're going nowhere ok. Trust me, belive me. Insya'Allah, dengan izin Allah. We will stay as together. Amin. But as for now, you've t be much more understanding, you've got t control your anger/mood. While I try my very best t be patience enough for you, and neva bring you down. Mojo, my heart says I can do it. Can you do it? (: No matter how harsh your words were, I tried my very best t shut and lock all my rusty, harsh, rude words in my mouth. So far, have I fcking blust anything over the limit t you? Yes, once. Hehe. Past baby, past. (: You know it. No matter how protective of you over me, which is sometimes irritating me, ill take control of it. I will endure it. No matter how naggy you are sometimes, ill just have t be a good listener. And so far, I am. No matter how your fcking attitude is throwing, ill take one step back and let you out. :D I know youre being pressure being in camp, NS. I know, eventhough I am a girl. I know how you feel. You sad, I sad. You cry, I cry. Youre hurt, im hurt too. Because I love you. We're in this together, remember? (: Mojo, I cant do as you say about complaining t MOE. ): I wish I could, but I cant. It’s the law sayang. You have t endure it. Be strong. When youre in there. Sometimes you accuse me of contacting other boys and stuff. You said I lepak w sooooooooo many jantan. No, its not true. Its not happening you know. Really. You shouldn’t be doing this t me. You shouldn’t add more beban t my life. You should be helping me, as you know whut ive t go thru and I am going thru with my family. Right? I am glad that I met a guy like you in my life. You change a little part of me. You really do. (: You should be proud of it. I am proud of knowing you. For whut we've gone thru. All those memorable days. Its still kept securely in my heart. In future, you may be replace. Idk. But you will neva be erased. When I say I love you, I meant it. When I say I miss you, I meant it. I appreciate whut you've done for me, and try doing something for me. I really do. Youre a nice person. Really. People dk, except for those who have come across you. I know there were other girls before me. But I wish I was the last one (: I neva expect anything about love from you. When I got t know you from facebook. We're normal. And after days, we knew. I find something's in there. Something's going on. I neva expect a stranger like you could mean a lot t me until today. Seriously. I really dk how t elaborate whut's in my small little tiny heart. You just meant so much t me. And no one knows how much, how big, how strong, do you meant t me and your love is. Bie, I miss you. I miss us. )': But I cant go back t the past. Ive t move on. A new chapter. Fresh chapter begins with just us. Insya'Allah. Don’t know whut t say. Ive been crying from the start. From the start of whut ive said on top^^. Until now. I am home alone now. )': Idk who else t turn t. Youre in camp. And its hard t talk t you. AND, somemore, your anger manangement. Its hard t talk t you otp ): Awgh, it make me cry more. Cry more for whut's happening now. And, in case you dk. I will make HIM pay back whut he has done t separate us. F/s R/s whuteva/s la. sigh Idk lah kan. Allah saje lah yang paham ape aku rase )': I know, like whut you said, whuteva happens, don’t let things liddis affect my studies. Don’t worry. Itll be fine. Im studying. See, ive got very big eye bags now. How am I supposed t go t school. I don’t want t be questioned. Sobsob. )': My small little tiny heart getting softer, weaker. I need you. By my side. I wish I could. Youre in there. How nice is that? ): Superb -.- Seriously, this week Friday. Or maybe our weekends? Will meet up. ): Insya'Allah. Youre always in my prayers baby. Always be. I love you like I always do. Muhammad Rais Bin Abdullah, Saya Mencintai Kamu. hugs you very tight darling )': Time check: 10.06pm Goodnight love.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay