Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Archives May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Tuesday, November 30, 2010 Whuts your damn problem now ? You neva learn from your mistakes isit ? Hah ? Kau tak serik pee ? Eh please la sia. Aku penat uh sia. You fcking don’t bring your problems t our house can ? I fcking cant take it anymore. If me, a young lady can feel the stress, frust, irritated, ape lagi mama. Hah ? Sumpah siol, if I had a chance t smack your bloody face, I would do it until im satisfied sia. Sial ah kau. Engkau, jangan nak cakap aku tak bagi kau muke okay ?! Its you who take advantage of our kindness, our kindness, mama's kindness. You take our kindness, as our weakness. Buto sama lu ok. Kau boleh bodek-bodek ah dengan yang lain. But not me eh. You can fool others, but not me. Okaylah, maybe you fool others, but its ok. You cant fool me. AND by then, aku akan paoto dorang uh. Biar kau rase perit dan malu. OK ? Mau pe ? Eh, kau jangan main gile sia dengan aku. Aku tau kau boleh gile la siol. Kau nak tngk aku punyee gile pee sial ? Aku tau gile aku tak segile kau. Tp, dengan gile-gile aku, boleh buat kau kojol mampos tak hidop balek and YOU WILL REGRET FOR ALL YOUR LIFE. Got that. Sumpah, aku bosan dengan kau ! Bosan abes punyee. Depan orang lain, kau step mane punyee good-good, HAKTUI ! Orang kalau tau sial kau, prangai busok kau, orang lari main jauh-jauh lah sia. Cb betol. You said, youre going t change t be a better person. But now whut ? Hah ? That’s why I say, your words are just plain words, with no meaning into it. Your promises aren’t promises. They are just words. EMPTY. EMPTY ! Bullshit ya know ?! COWSHIT. DOGSHIT. EAT SHIT LA YOU. So.. for all this while, ive not been trusting you, its WORTH la sia. Cos I know. I know you will neva change. You don’t meant whut you say. You said just for the sake of saying, and you want us, you want me t accept you back. Fck you la sia ! Cry ? Ehhhhhh, I also can pay some other actor or actress who can cry infront of me lah. Bdoh punyee dog ! Your tears means nothing dok ! Empty siol. Youre just full of lies. Youre one fake asshole. Youre one big CROCODILE tears. The king of crocodile tears la sia. Nabeh. Aku rase aku upah pelakon pon dorang tak boleh nanges macam kau lah. Kau king siol. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, aku geram sia dengan kau. Kepale otak aku ni, dari tadi ckp, '' NI PUKIMAK MINTAK KENE PUKOL SMPAI MAMPOS LA SIAL ! " Eh, sumpah. Aku tak menyesal untok tak percaye kan kau lagi. Aku tak menyesal untok tidak maafkan kau. Cos, I neva gonna believe you anymore, im not going t forgive you. Neva in my life, again. And I neva did, for the past chaos situation that you have made. I NEVA DID, and neva I gonna do it. I swear, I will neva. Coz, you will keep on doing it. Kau cakap je kau nak berubah, kau cakap je kau nk selesai kan semua taik-taik yang kau dah buat. Tp, kau, semangat seminit je. Kalau gitukan, baik saje kau mampos brok. Seriously, aku tak main-main. Aku rela kau mampos masok nerake. Dengan rela hati lah aku ckp. Youre really getting on my nerves. Ive give you toooooo much face la sia. Kau nak start sial balek kan ? Aku no hal la sia. Kau tunggu jek ar, satu hari, which is VERRRY SOON, im gonna burst every shit you’ve been doing t both side of the family. I am gonna do it. If youre not gonna do anytg about this shit. I swear im goona burst all the shit la sia. Mark my words. I am a person who meant whut I say. Im not like youuu. I meant whut I say ok ! Just wait and see. Come, try me ! __ I swear I really not gonna talk t you in a nice manner anymore. So dream on lah that I will listen t you. Dream on that I will help you anymore. Starting for now onwards. You live with your on shit, don’t tell me anytg about your shit. Cos Idc, as long as you don’t bring the shit home. You’ve been causing so much problems t our home. And I don’t likkke it. I HATE la bdoh. Lepas ni, kau dah tak perlu nak advice aku on my own things. Hidop aku, aku punyyee pasal kay. You don’t give a damn t my life. ITS MY LIFE. Mind your own fcking shit la dei. No neeeed kpokpo in others sleeve ok. Settle your motha fcking shit kay. MAKESURE. And your mouth eh, please. There's no need t bitch about other people's sleeve. You mind your fcking own business. Orang tak kacau kau, kau jangan banyak songeh k. Kau tak perlu ah nak lanchiowei pasal family aku. MY FAMILY. Ok ? Tak perrluuuuuuuuuuuuu siol. Simple eh aku cakap. Kau tak stop, aku paoto dorang. SIMPLE. Memang uh dorang pon ader lanchiowei pasal kau, but please eh. Aku rase, ader baik nye dorang lan kau uh. Kau cermin lah sia diri kau. Kau tngk betol-betol. Memang patot lah dorang lan pasal kau. Anw, dorang dah tak lan kau uh. Dorang dah malas siol. Buang mase untok orang yang tak bergune macam kau. I swear sia. Waste time, waste saliva. They also got better things t do sia. Ingaaaat sikit. Orang yang kau lan selame ni, orang yang kau benci selame ni. Kau makan jugak beras dorang ! Bdoh. EH SIAL AH. Aku dah taktau ape lg sia nak cakap pasal kau. Aku pon dah penat. Kau standby uh. Dunie akhirat, hell gate waiting for ya. Jail gate waiting for ya too (: SALAM SELAMAT UNTOK KAU. Monday, November 29, 2010 Fck the people who said that they cared about you. If they really cared, they would be there when youre in trouble or least stay with you when youre at worst. If they really give a shit about you, they wouldnt leave you in a mess to solve your own problems, and give you some lame excuse saying that youre different and you changed. Do they eva talk t you ? Do they eva asked you wether youre doing okay ? Do they stay with you for good ? Or theyre just with you, cause, they need something from you ? Or are you all better off each other ? Think about it. They neva actually cared about you. And even if they did, they didnt care enough t be able t stick with you thru the ups and downs. Theyre not worth fighting for. Just move on. Awwwwsome ! :) Kalaulah ini semua i yang punyee, ish best. After one gone, another going off soon. Once gone, we got wait for months. For whut ? T meet that someone whose gone for a long time. One is in. Another is on waiting. This coming 3dec. We will al know, wether youre going t be sentenced in or postpone. Idk. Wedk. This is whut happens, when people turn too brave, or maybe too violent. In the end ? They suffer. we suffer too. Cause, we are all going t miss you. If i were t count with fingers. Ive lost 4. One more, otw. In the end ? 5 loved ones lost. All gone ? This mustnt continue. Im begging. Dear Allah, please. Give us the strength t face all this. Give him the strength t go thru all this ahead. Make us a stronger person. Make him a stronger person. I wonder whut Kiki's doing right now. I wonder how is he right now. I just miss him badly. REAL BAD :( All ive got t do, is wait. 19dec, is on his way. I wonder how are my other 3 brother's doing. I wonder how much longer will they have t stay. And now ? Mr S., 3dec. Your court day. I'll try t come. I'll try my v best t make it. I will :) Hoping the best of it now. Praying hard that nothing heavier would happen. Hoping that things you will have t face in future would be lighter. All the best for you, goodluck. Please do not repeat the same mistake again, my dear brothers. Please ? Okay. I will have t end it here. Dear S, i will meet you before 3dec. I promise. I love you :'( Labels: Shauki Shaffy Saturday, November 27, 2010 I got t die, for me t get t heaven. I get a glimpse of heaven for, everytime i feel your love. And you know i aint lying when i say i love you. My heaven's with you. Looking at your photograph, thinking how you make me laugh. You put sparkles in my eyes, and gives me crazy butterflies. My body lingers with your smile, thinking that i might have fell. I miss you baby, can you see me, cause it feels like hell. And when youre not ard, i need, i need, i need you. And when im feeling down, i want, i want, i want you. I know youre sleeping this time zone, but im still looking at my phone. And youre always there for me, even i see you in my dreams. My sacrifise, my paradise, my happy ending t the least. And every day and every night. Im wanting, im wanting, i want you. And until the end of time, ill love you. My dearest kazent ; Aliya, she got this for me. You know i know eh ? :) Haha. Yes, this is definitely for those no life kiddos who loves t spam my lovely blog. Like as if they have no other better things t do. Awgh, forgot. They have no life yea ? :P hehe. Okay. Tachoooow ♥ Friday, November 26, 2010 Gooooooooooood one. cooooooooooolio Because you dont need irrelevant dramas in your life. ☞ We all go a little mad.: Thoughts Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails…. I came across this just now while I was doing some typography stuff & I just have to say that I always loved this scripture. Love between people may not be perfect all the time but indeed, it doesn’t fail. In our lifetime we’ll experience a love like this, a pure one. It doesn’t necessarily have to be you’re lovers love. You can share such love with your parents, siblings and friends too. There is so much love that goes around and that can be shared. That’s why it is a puzzle how the world can be so chaotic. Maybe because we forget to love people and tend to love things. I believe love is not an emotion. It’s a commitment. would love t have a room like this :) No time for people i hate. Theyre just not worth my time & space. who's with me ? hehe. Im so in love with her top. Hate it when girls like t boast ard about their boyf. Once in awhile okaylah, everytime ? You can talk t my hand. Idiot betol XD 1, 2, 3, JOM ! HAHAHAHA :D ♥ HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH ! :D SO SIAL, haha. i need t catch up on my sleeep :( hate those eyebags. omg, her nails & her awwsome ring, can i have it ? hehe. Shauki Kiki, i miss you brother :'( Labels: how much longer ? i will, and always been. place the direct fan/ switch on the air-con. cousy pillows, off me go t lalaland :P you can neva tell ♥ had good time laughing at this, join me. :) Labels: unstoppable it hit me like a gunshot takecare bitch :D awgh, whose gonna treat me this ? im craving for this ♥ Labels: anyone ? look at him. i miss his hair :) cendawan ♥ Labels: another apple of my eye. I like when a guy, Pinches my cheeks Plays with my hair Asks for a hug Steals something I own and makes me run after him Feeds me Makes silly faces Eats like a pig without being embarrassed Tells me I look beautiful in sweats with no make up on Sings me to sleep Puts his arms around my waist Surprises me from the back and covers my eyes Lets me borrow his jacket Labels: love it Boys are stronger than girls ? Pleaaase. Can you bleed for a week and survive ? Can you squeeze 14 inch baby from a 9 centimeter hole ? Can you carry a 7 pound baby in your stomach for 9 months ? Can you take care of a child, cook, clean, and talk on the phone at once ? Can you carry 10 8 pound shopping bags ? Can you go a week only eating salad ? Can you face heartbreak ? Can you watch the love of your life be with someone else ? Can you burn your forehead with a straightener and not complain ? Labels: can you ? Wednesday, November 24, 2010 Firstly, i am sorry for leaving my blog dead. Well, its not dead, ok ? :) I am just too busy, and too lazy t even switch on the internet. Hehe. Sorry okay :P Pictures above are pictures taken last saturday, at Universal Studio. Woke up at 6am. Went off at 7.15am, took bus t inter. Train-ed t Eunos. Waited for Shaffy, for like 10mins. He's late, kunyiaa betol. Haha. Then trained t City Hall, change-change, t Dhoby Ghaurt, and t Harbourfront. Kay, walk around Vivo, cause Sufi and the rest, otw. Wanted t have breakfast, at mcdonald with Shaffy. But kan, its far. So, takot makan banyak time. Wanted t go Burger King, but its not open yet. Its 8.45am. Haha. At last, went t toast box. Get toast bread, i paid for two, the nenek give me 4. HAHA. And get chocolate drink. How great, pagi-pagi minom chocolate. Shaffy say, '' standby ah you, kejap lg berak '' Haha, mulot masin siol. But, tak berak. Saket perot jee. Alaaah, at last dier pon minom. Asshole. Cant finish the toast bread, so ask Shaffy t finish up. I ate two, he ate two. haha. Meet the rest at bustop opp Vivo. Then waited for Sufi's aunt. Took car t U.S. Blabla. Waited for his kazents semua. Then chop-chop ! went in. Well, i lazy t discribe so much. So, i can say, i loooooove Universal Studio. I love their Mummy Roller Coaster Ride. Awwwsome. But sadly the biggest roller coaster broke down, so were'nt able t ride it :( Takpee, were coming there again nxt year. Well, i have so much fun with sufi, nisa and esp Shaffy :D Had dinner at sentosa, dine. I love it, feeling-feeling romantic lah kan. Candle-light dinner. Fuhh, best sekali. Haha. Was tired, slept in bus with Shaffy. Sampai terbabas dok. Haha. Thanks guys. Appreciate it. Off home at 12++ Love the smell of you lingering on my clothes, and watch. HAHA ! :D Jangan sama kan aku, dengan diri kau. Aku tak suka. I am different. Labels: hidop sekali enjoy sampai mati Friday, November 19, 2010 Now youre gone, whose gonna do it ? :'( Shauki Kiki♥ Abang Berg Sudah Tiada Semula. Firstly, its in blue. Because, he love blue. Kay continue. See that picture ? Yes, its my bestest brother, in different blood. Only Allah knows how close we actually are. Today was his court day. Sent him t surbonate court this morning. And, yeah. Was actually worried for him. In the end, he's sentenced t hostel, for a year. And not confirm, maybe they transfering him t prison, for 5 years, and 2strokes. Idk :( I hope, its not gonna happen. Ya Allah, please. Dont make it happen. I wanna see him at least once a week, if i cant meet him everyday. I just still couldnt accept that he is in alr. Since June, the court is being postpone, till today. And it really happened now :'( I wanted t cry at the court immediately when i got t know he's being sentenced. But, i tried my very best t control my tears. My eyes turned red, but luckily i didnt rained there. *sigh* Sumpah, Rara very upset. The best ubi brother ive eva had, is gone. After hours of controlling my tears, once i reach ubi, and nisa came, i cried when i told her whut happen. No one sees, except for her, and Fadhil. Shauki, i know you may not read this. Youre alr in there. But, its okay. You'll get t read it, when you get your home-leave, which is in a month time. Kiki, always remember whut ive always been advising you before youre in. And dont worry, i still remember your advices t me too, bro. Be a better brother, t two blood brothers and, brother of ubi, and a brother of mine. Change yourself, bro. Dont let the past rewind. We dont wanna see you in, again. Please. Enjoy your life, once youre out, and better know your limits bro, please. Now youre gone. Whose gonna replace you, bro ? I know i still have the others, the other brothers in ubi, like ive always have. But, youre different :( Whose gonna pick up my call, and advice me whut t do each time ive problems ? Whose gonna come down and meet me t accompany me, when i am bored ? Whose gonna shield me differently ? Whose gonna take for me cocktail and tissue, when everyone in the house is not there ? :'( I swear, i cry each time i think of all this brother. I did. How i wish i could fastforward the time. And one year will be over. Well, no more words can express my feelings. Youre a great big brother t me, thats all. Youre different from others. Take care bro, we will miss you, I will miss you. We love you, I love you brother :) Labels: brother ubi tersayang Saturday, November 13, 2010 Labels: vodka on saturday i likkkkkkkkkke Sunday, November 7, 2010 i dont want t start my smoking habits back again ): but kan, my eyes tengok orang isap solo sedap aje . isk ! giaaan ~ hehe . 2yrs neva smoke alr seh . Eh, semalam talk with Kiki best . I suka, Kiki you also suka kan :P Haha ! I tahu . Lolli-lolli Pop ! You know i know, people dont know . Hehe :D Tak boleh sedih-sedih nanti kite tak kahwin . Erm, hahaha !! Gigi-gigi-crab-crab :P K, dah cukop nanti orang tahu ! Hahaha . Okay-okay . To my dearest Anna : Cheer up . All i can do is, talk t your mom when i see her kay ? And, wish you lastlong with Poch . You shouldnt do all that bad stuff just because of this tahu . You should know, you kenal him tak lama . Well, i dont want t talk much down here . Nanti i meet you, i talk t you personally kay ? As for now, relax . Dont think too much okay ? If mama you nak you kembali with Nas, then i cannot do anything alr . All i can do is help you get back with Nas . Itu aje . You must think, Poch is new . Even if he is baik, your mama neva sees it yet . And i bet she wouldnt want t know also . Bersabr je kay baby . Hugs* I am always here for you . Okay, later will be meeting Mateen . Shopping time, then meet Mama after that :) Eh, nak tahu ape ? I got a friend nama Nizam . He stays at Lakeside . I just got t know from him that we are related -.-' Banyak-banyak orang Nizam ni lah related ? HAHAHA :D My uncle's wife punye kazent lah dier . Okay, tuesday, maybe he's going t airport too . See youu there Nizam :P Labels: i nak duuuuuuuuuuuuuit Saturday, November 6, 2010 Hello babies . First and foremost, i would like t apologise for not updating that often . Hehe, ive been busy out :P Sorry-solli ok ? Tuesday, had no soccer training . Yeah, because coach on childcare leave . Went t Polyclinic for backbone thingy . Yeah, queue macam dawg lar . Penat nyia ~ Takpe, tahu i pergi hosp teros . But kan, alah aku takot lah . Nanti kene macam hari tu, heh ! Ape saje lah rara ni . K wtv . After everytg, when off t meet Nisa . Then when t check out the nearest shop t make cornrows . Alah, after i heard whut he say . I tak jadi biken, patah hati siol ): Nevamind, thinking of dye-ing my hair, but kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan . I sayang nanti my originial brown hair takde . Alah, then how ni ? Tsk, my friends all semua cakap dont dye, sayang rambot ori . But they got say, takpe rambot tak lari, it will grow back brown whut :D Okay go ! Haha ! Slack with Nisa at this voideck . Then went home at 2pm . Got home, mama ask me go shop . Penat sia -.-' Takpe mama punya pasalkan, i go . Ate pizza by then :P Sedap you ! Then when off t nanny's place . Paint her kitchen . At last im donnnnne with it . Yay, left with toilet lah now . Flory toilet, garden confirm cool nak mamps (: Wednesday, went t meet Anna . Teman her and her mum t Shop N Save, beli barang-barang . Then buy her dye rambot punye colour semua . Off t her house . Dye for her rambot, tak sampai 15mins she want t wash, sooo, mestilah takde colour -.-' Aiyo . Ate nuggets . Off t Eunos, meet Poch & Sufi . Then blabla, took 59 bus-ed t Reservoir . Meet sasa mateen alifah kat sane . Slack there until 3pm . Then off t Simei . Went home at 6+ . Thursday, mama wake me up . Bath, got my stuff ready . Send adik t school, rushed t bustop . Cause i am late ! -.-' Took 8 with Nisa bus-ed t Ubi . Off t Fadil's house . Blablabla . Meet Poch & Sufi . Soccer cancelled -.-' Fcked sia . Chibai, sot jap aku . So, played soccer at eunos with budak eunos . Ganaaaaas pe, takpe . Tetap aku boleh beat, bit by bit . Huahua ~ Off home at 8+ :D Yestd, Arep woke me up . Then had t bath and cab-ed t West Coast ; Clementi . Nanny that side ade kenduri . So yeah . Tiring day, but had fun spending time with Aliya Chaha & Oda (: Love you all . Sister Aliya, be strong . Our life is still young :P You have me, dont worry . Heh, nevamind . Will spend more time with you this MONDAY :D We will have all night . Haha, sounds wrong . But takpe, kazents love :P Muahaha ! KIKI GIGI ! Kite cute sekali, i tahuuuu okay byebye :P Wednesday, November 3, 2010 Last sunday's post : Hello. Sorry for being missing in awhile. Hahaha. Okay, I think its time t get my blog a proper post. Yeah? (: Okay, lets get goin'. Tuesday, had school. Then ended school at 1235. Off t Fadil's house. He's not home yet. So, macam biasa had my cocktail. Sat at his house. Then he got home early. Cause he had tummyache. Its been days so far. Pity dier. Hahaha (: Slack-slack. Then talk-talk w Kiki. Kiki, whut I told you is whut I know. SO yeah. Antare kite je kannn? (: Haha. Talk t you more some other time. Hehehe. Tengah berbual then Afyque datang. Kacau daun lah tu anak. Hahaha!! ~ Okay. Yelah Afyque, aku gf kau k. Yelah-yelah~ :P When off t sch at 2.30pm. Supposed t have soccer training at 3pm. Guess whut happen? Haha. COCKED UP -.-' I hate it most. Haha. But nevamind. We continued our training at 4pm. Soon Ms Jurana joined. Shes late! -.- Hahaha. Abeh nak salah kan kite. Cubet kau baru tahu! :P End training at 6pm. Off t Fadil's house. Omg. Fadil tido macam babi sia. Seriously. Haha. Wake him up. Damn difficult. Eventhough I pulled his ears so many times, he still neva wake up -.-' Pathetic kan ni anak? :P Haha. Takpe. I shake his body until he wake up. Hehe. He bingit cause yang lain kpo-kpo. Hahaha. Too bad, dier tak boleh marah aku piat telinger die. Muahaha! *evilsmile* Then wait for him t bath. Ate cocktail, again. Hehehe (: Then Nisa & Anna went home. Teman Fadil buy ciggy. Then slack at his house awhile. Damn~ Suaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay sia. Because of him I drop my phone, and guess whut happen?? Haha. SIMCARD LOCKED. Chiochickennnnnnnn!! -.- Sot jap aku. Thanks eh babikia. Hahaha. Wtv. Saw Rohaizad. OMG, nak pee? Cariklah tempat senohnoh siket. Mak'oi~ Haha. Andddd, whut you saw is not whut you think tau brada. (: Hehe. You know I know. K wtv. Fadil sent me off at 8+. Haha. Wednesday, woke up at 1130. Went t ate breakfeast. Then got change and of t school t get my report book. Pownderful results. Naseb mama tak marah~ Hehehe. And im not grounded. Wooohooo!~ I suke. First time pass with not so good result but not grounded. YEAH! :P Ok dah shh. I don’t like my result, k fullstop. After taking my result, off t st 11, get some painting stuff. And off home. Got change. Start painting my grandmama's house at 11+. Went home. Bath. Was sleeping then had tummyache. Chioooochicken. Couldn’t sleep until 2am+. Brada teman kan saye. (: Thursdday, I was fcking forced t wake up at 8am. Macam sial -.-' Sot jap sia aku. K tkpe. Paint-paint-paint. Theeeeen, went t paint shop t buy more paint. Had t carry fcking heavy 3 tins of paint. 2 tins of 5litres and a tin of 7litres. Walao, boleh bengkok tulang aku. Hahahah~ Okay. Continue painting until 10pm+. Friday, paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaint again. Saturday, paint. Then at 5pm, off t look for lights. Then off t babykazet's place. Went home at 10pm. Continue a little bit more painting. And yeaaaaah. Off home. Today, nothing much. Supposed t paint flowers at grandmama's room. But tak jadi. So I cleaaan shoe racks. I wash all of them. Play with soap semua. Macam budak kecik bodoh. Hehe. Okay. Then went home at 1pm. Cause going out with mama and adik. Bath and took 292 bus-ed t inter. Ate at Centry Square. Then blablablabla. Bumped into uncle Ajiz. Omg. Its been years since I saw him. He's my dad's friend. Omg. Your tattoo makin bnyk eh. Haha. And your ear, lubang takde lagi big ke? Omg. Imy! And your bro, Epul. Hehehee! Uncle AJiz bring us t 77th street t get his and my ear studs. (: Mine's blue. His LIME GREEN dok :P Then off t Wendy's and ate again there with them (: Nenek Sally's there too. Omg. I miss each and every of you guys. I know ive grown up. Hehehe. Dulu I kecik-kecik korang yang main-main dgn saye. Hehe. Omggggggg~ Uncle Ajiz and Nenek Sally. IMY BOTH. And Epul sekali. But tadi Epul takde ): Nevamind. I am going t meet you all again soon. Heheh. Todaaaaaaaay I saw quite a lot of people. And I ate a lot. And t that Guest Spammer: Aku ader bikin hidop kau susah pe? Takde uh kan. Kau bikin panas uh kat sini. Aku ader hutang kau duit per? Takde uh kan. Aku ader suroh kau lan lan pe? Takde kan. Beh? Asal kau sebok-sebok sia jage tepi kain aku? Aku tau lah kau takde life, but go get one. Tak perlu sia nak sumbat dalam samer kain dengan aku. Pergi carik kain sendri uh girl. Aku pecah? So? Tetap ader ramai jantan nak aku pe~ :D Wth. Kau tu, campak kat lorong pon belum tahu laku. Hahahaha!! Kau cakap aku pecah? Wei. Kau pernah Nampak aku per? If yes, why not tell me straight on my face? Why toooo coward eh? Tsk tsk tsk. Kesian pe. Kecot rrabak kau. Hahaha Kalau tk pernah Nampak abeh asal sia bual macam yeye? Macam step maot je. Padahal-padahal. -.- Babe, kau nak main sial. Main sial depan aku. Jangan main sial kat cyber. Tu main kotor. Aku tak main uh ni macam peh game. Game budak kecik. Haha. Kau nk kau settle kat luar. Don’t worry. Aku turon sorang. OK? Aku tak macam kau. Kecot. Sooooo, kalau kau nk jumpe aku ckp. Nak bawak satu gang pon ok. RARA SUKE (: Mari-Marikepalabuto. ---- Monday's update : Have I made the wrong choice ? I am doing this for my own good. And (insertname)'s too. Hey, I am back updating, as I promised (: Hehe. Ive nothing t do, and suddenly ive the urge t blog something out. Actually, nothing much t share for today. Hmm, but nevamind. I'll try my v best t fill as much as I could today here. Okay ? Hehehe !! Today, supposed t meet Fadil Mateen Alifah & Hydal. But cancel, due t my stupid phone and my busyness. I am sorry peeps. Alaah, Mateen also cannot go out. Cause he's too weak t get out of his house. Saket macam nak mampos lah katekan. Chey~ Get well soon my dear. Alifah & Hydal ? Idklah kan. Because of my phone lah that why we end up stuck at home. Chiochicken -.- Takpetakpe, still have tmr whut kan ! Hahaha. So basically, woke up at 9.30am cause my lovely Aunt Sheryn texted me. Thanks t her, if not I'll end up get scolding by Anne. Hehe. So yeah, woke up bath quickly. Got ready. Took 28, bus-ed t Tamp Mart. Bought stuff for Anne. Then took 28, bus-ed t Anne's school. Guess whut ? The moment I step on t the bus, I receive a call from Afyque. HAHA ! Guess whut ?! He saw me. Its double-decker bus, he sat on top while I stand below. He fcking force me t go up and sit with him. Wth. I say I don’t want lah. Cause im going down the bus after 3 stops whut. HAHAHA :P Like stupid go up. So I didn’t loh. He angry. Chibai kan ? Tahu ! Hahaha. Went down the bus, mule-mule dier step taknak Nampak aku. Sial ! Hahaha. At last dier yang lambai kat aku. Asshole. :P Off t Anne's school. Help her do some stuff, and settled some registration. Then clean up, took 28 bus-ed t N4. Get our lunch. Then off t check my hair styling shop. At JOSH PLACE. (: Imma do it next week maybe ? Heeeeepies. I cant wait. Mama : dari kau buang duit buat tu semua, mama boleh buat kan .. Me : eh ? taknak uh ! mama buat tak ketat macam dorang ah . Mama : eleeh . kak, dye rambot sudah . nak ? mama do for you . Me : ehhhhhhhhh taknak eh ! I don’t want . my hair dah lawa-lawa original brown hair nak dye buat pe ! Mama : *show me funny face* Me : ni I neva dye cikgu dah memekak cakap I dye . cikgu irrits ! hehehe ! Mama : bilang dengan cikgu kau, '' my family have mix blood . my mom is not a pure malay, that’s why I have hair colour like this '' Me : hahaha ! irrits . I tell her '' my original hair la cheeer '' then she don’t believe . dier ckp nak call mama . haha . Mama : bilang dier aku no time nak layan dier kt talipon . suroh dier call ayah, biar ayah maki dier teros . hahahaha !! *then we both laugh* Headed t inter. Jalan-jalan. Go TampOne. Saw somebody, me and Anne keep on laughing at that somebody. Wth. Kepok-kedi-kepek ! Hahaha. Chicken~ Then off t 406, look for lights, damn expensive. So went out empty handed. Kiasu kan kiter. Tahuuuu, macam lah korang tak macam kiter. Hehe ! (: Kay wtv. Bought drinks at Mr Bean, then took bus t Ikea. Walk-walk around. Bought lots of things. Total spent 130++, if im not wrong. Around there. (: Cab-ed home, and yeah. Done. Just now talked t Satria. Omg, boleh gadoh sia layan tu anak. Haha. But so far, he funny hor. Kay wtv, shut ! Talked t Zul. Omg. Quarrelled with him. Like chicken. Aku benci sia kalau gadoh dengan dier. Dah tu last-last sorry maha sorry. Macam sial. I am not even mad at him. Hahha. Its not that I don’t believe you or trust you. Its just that whut I read makes me loose trust on you. Ive talked t her. Zul, there's no need for you t maki her. Dier tak salah. Wtv lah kalau she feeling-feeling. I know you deleted her. And you fcking scold her at fb wall. Sometimes, aku kesian dier. Okay. She likes you. Aku taknak pasal aku, korang ni macam. She loves you I guess. So ahead. But if your feelings not up t her, then I tak leh buat ape-ape. But seriously, there's no need for you t fcking scold her liddat. If this continue. I'll just delete both of you from my fb. Simple~ OKAY ? (: Zul, cheer up. I know youre really mad at her. But please. Calm yourself down. Kau marah sendri beh kau M ngn aku. Aku trajang kau baru tau. Ammirah Rosliana. Stop ok ? Stop doing things that he don’t like. Stop talking shits about him. That’s whut he told me. Ok? (: And stop being prasanic. Idklah. Prasanic or maybe true uh. Hahaha. Idc also. None of my business. I am here t help a little because Zul's my friend. And I know him longer and better than you do. Okay. And stop saying shit things about him. I don’t like. And I am sure, he gonna kill you if he knew whut you said. Ok? Sooo, stop everyone. Zul, pape call Rara. We're just 8 numbers away. And thousands of kilometers away. US & Singapore. Selamat loh. Come back Singapore faster meet me ok. I miss you, friend. Note for my soccer girls : Please be inform that, there will be soccer training during holiday. With effect from : 2th Nov onwards Day : every Tuesdays and Thursdays Time : 3pm – 6pm (please be punctual) Venue : school field Attire : in proper full attire Attendance : Is compulsory. No exuses, except for parent letter/ Medical Certificate *Those who need forms, please come and get from me. Please be reminded that there will be no training tmr, due t Mr Izham is on childcare leave. Training will resume on Thursday, same time ; 3pm. Please be punctual. We will be training with the boys~ Any clarification, call me or text. Thank you (:
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