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Archives May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, December 26, 2010 HIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. Today's gonna be the last post until i am totally free from civil defend :) Ok ? So yea. Yestd, was my happiest day of the week, but yet one of the saddest day of the month. Early in the morning Kiki text me alr. Yea, he's on leave. Was happy lah ofcoz. But only until i got t know he's homeleave not the 10days punye yet. Until sunday. So yea. Like cbbbbbb lah. Yestd cant go meet him. Coz, got wedding t attend, and go Serangoon mall(nex). Today, cant. He also need t booked in back by afternoon :( So sad. Like whut youve said, hopefully meet you by nextweek and before nextyr k. Imyt brother :( Takecare too. *Hugs. Anyway, yestd. Went t mummy's daughter wedding. Wedding was awwwsome. Haha. Their kude kepang was so merepek. No standard. No offence. Haha.Then yea. Bro ask why cant i join kude kepang. Then Dad starts t tell whyyyyyyyyyy. Haha. Kesian abang aku taktahu. So slow. Haha. Now you know alr right. OK shh. So yea. After wedding, off t Serangoon mall(nex). So berserabai. I hate that mall, seriously. Ok lah. Need t polish my boots. Its getting on my nerves ah this boots. Haha. Bai! Friday, December 24, 2010 Spot me ? ^^ So yeah. Im beck, for a moment. Hehe. Ive spent quality time at Home Team Academy(HTA) and, Civil Defend Academy(CDA). Learn alot of stuffs. Of course with the help of our CLTs & AFIs, Major, Lieutanent Colonel. Really enjoy myself. Played with fire. Exprience alot of things there. Exprience the heat of fire in a hotel room. Damn, fire extinguishers can be quite heavy. I didnt know that -.- Haha. Nevermind. I can cope all that. Thank God. I believe we have a very caring AFI too, Sir Radin Sarip and AFI Sir Zaqeeyan :D Next week onwards, our CLTs wont be with us anymore :( Hope t see ya'all again. Esp, Fad, Rayhan, Jeremy, Nigel, Arul, Haikal and Aizat. You guys are awwsome. So basically, first day. Was late. Thanks t Faizal. Haha. Mrt-ed t Boon Lay, cab-ed t HTA, its my & anna's treat :) Welcome eh. Haha. Blablabla. Had Ice breaking, lectures, tea break was fine, but a little oily. Lunch was yucks, puke*. Footdrill was normal. Anna & Syarani didnt make it, they almost faint. End everytg at 6.30pm. Went t ate at KFC. Reach home near 10pm. Starch my smart 4, kiwi boots, and off t sleep. Second day, was late again. Because of my beautiful anna -.- haha. Mrt-ed t Boon lay, cab-ed t HTA. Kene maki jap siul. Haha. Tkp. :) Not that bad also. Nigel paham nak marah, tapi tak. Haha. Wtv. Had awwsome 2nd day. Tent picthing and stuff. Test and stuff. Third day, i like it. We're not late. Had alot of test. Passed. Sir Chan gave sweets. How cute, apple mentos. HAHA :D Thanks eh Sir. Played with fire and stuff. Carry heavy forehosereel and fire extinguisher. Fun ok. Exprience burning heat in a hotel room awwsome ! Sadly, didnt meet Andy at cda that day :( Nevermind. See you on monday. Lunch time. So yeah after 3days straight of waking up at 4am, and reach home at 10pm. Yestd, woke up at 1pm +, bath, ate. Sleep again, wake up at 3pm+ then. Slept at 5pm+ again, until 8.45pm thats when Redhza called. Potong steam uh. So basically, spent my time sleeping yestd. Hehe :P K lah, wanna eat, and revise stuff for next week. I'll update again when i can. Bai. '' Step mane punye bagos jer kau girl. -.-' '' Saturday, December 18, 2010 Hihi ! Well i wont be updating my blog until, ermm, most probably after i finish my course ? Or maybe during my break period. Ok. Seeeeeeee you soon. Anyway, can i have nape piercing done soooon ? Pls. Thursday, December 16, 2010 Thanks t those who really made me laugh and smile yestd (: So hi, again. Yestd was fine. Woke up at 7am. Get myself ready. Janji jumpa nisa dekat bustop pukol 7.45. She's late, again -.- Takpee. So waited. And arrived at 8+. Bus-ed t mrt. Mrt-ed t Eunos. Waited for Ms Jurana & anna. Then continue journey in the mrt t Boon Lay. Then took 172, bus-ed t jalan bahar, HTA(Home Team Academy). Sign forms, took uniforms and stuff. Then out. Bus-ed back t Boon Lay. At 11am+ had breakfast at Banquet, ate western food. Ms Jurana's treat. I ate grilled lamb chop :) Then after eating, cab-ed t school. Ms Jurana paid for it. Thanks again :) Then yeah, had t do our uniforms. Too tired t change. Off home straight away. I faugh with Nizam yestd night. Suke hati kau lah nak, kau pun dah besar. Today, woke up at 9am. Fever's gone (: Hehe. But, runny nose still running thru :( I dont like it, i dont like you flu, go away. Played games, for awhile only cos, i was getting irritated by my nose -.- I fedup siol. So yeah. Bath. Had breakfast with abang then he went off t work. Nothing t do alr. Turn on movie, SALT :D Angelina Jolie, you own very sexy lips, why did you adjust it ? Why make it thinner ? Its not nice anymore. But, youre still pretty :D To you, mat malaysia. I dont owe you money or wtv. So whuts your problem ? I minah ? Excusee me ? You should mirror yourself first k. Look at your own photos. Ok ? Before trying t say anytg about me, think twice alright. Make sure its a fact. In the first place. I wasnt being scarstic t you ok. Whut makes you think i am ? So defensive huh, Mat Malaysian ? Haha. Please. Kau nak scarstic dengan aku ni semua. Tp aku jawab balek, tembak kau balek. Beh taktau lg ape nak cakap ? Anw, polish your english dulu ok ? I think your english is too poor that you cant unstd, '' I AINT ONE.'' So terok. Abeh feeling english A ? Haha. Haktui. Bye. Tuesday, December 14, 2010 HI. I am back, again. Hee. So yeah. Sunday, off t meet mama at her workplace, tampmall. Took 50buck from her. Then off t tampone. Went t the icing shop, spent 34+bucks, on the cake. Decorate and stuff. At 5.20pm, meet mama again. Bought my drink. Then, mrt-ed t Boon Lay. Then cab-ed t Farisah's house. Just when i got off the cab, Nizam texted me. Saying where am i, cause he's going home soon :( So, walk quickly t Farisah's house. He's there, mak cow, muke takde lagi penat ke bruder ? Haha. Yeah. Blablabla. He's tired, cause he came at 5pm, then took Farisah t playground and all. So tired uh, by the time i reach. He went home ard, quater t nine ? Yeah. Byebye Nizam. Haha. Then he texted me, again. He got t go home early, needa rest. Cause the next day he going t look for work. So yeah. Was planning t go with him. But at last didnt lah. Cause mama, want me t go out with her semua. So yeah. At last, he also tak pergi. Mangkok kan dektu. So yeah. Monday, went t Swensen's at lunch there. After that, abang's off t somewhere. Tsk. Always like this. Abang takdee tak fun siol. :( Nvm. So yeah. After that, went t buy my school high-cut shoes at Converse. Saw Stella & Sofia. Checking out the basketball shoes nampak ! haha. Takecare darlings. Kay, then. Mrt-ed t Cantoment HQ. Settled some stuff there. Haha. Masok saner, of course banyak police. So i disturb adik, each time her misbehaved, '' Eh, kau tak tahu dudok diam. Aku panggel tu police catch you ! '' Then he muke pucat rabak. Haha. Yeah then, done with the stuffs. Mrt-ed back t Pasir Ris. Went t ehub. Paid for the explorer kids. Went in. Layan kan adik aku main slide, now elbow aku luker -.-' After 1hr, went t take a ride on Xrider. 6bucks per head siol. So yeah, went in with adik. Mama, waited outside. Then played the airbumper. 5bucks per head. Awwsome, i love it. But yeah, sedih pe. The impact was too hard, that after playing, i had back-ache. Best tau -.- Had dinner. Then off home (: Today, was bored at home. So text Yan t meet me uh. Anyway, i missed her so much kan. So, decided t meet her. 3+, meet her at bustop. Ah amek kau, kat bustop jugak dier pelok aku. hehe. Imyt babe. Walked t Simei, get her earpiece. Wanted t tak mrt. Halfway, guess whut ? Didnt bring my ezlink ? So use the temporary green card -.- Buang $$ aku je. Haha. Mrt-ed t Pasir Ris. Ate at Mcdonald. Laugh alot sia kiter. Walk-walk around. Buy this buy that. At 5+, went home :( Had t uh. Cos orang rumah buat problem ah. Fck siol. K lah, bye. Sunday, December 12, 2010 Chak chak chaaaaak ! :P See, iam back here again. While waiting for dearest Mateen t come my house. Damn slow kan, so i decided t blog first. So basically, friday. Went t hosp at 12noon. Waited for mateen. Then we're off t EastPoint, look for Anne story book. The staff there, betol punye suar sia. Mintak kene tempeleng. Mateen, you know, i know :P Then off t hosp back again, bought our lunch at Qi Ji. Then went up. Blablabla, cab-ed home at 2pm+. Saturday, cab-ed t hosp at 4pm. Blabalbala. cab-ed home at 8pm. Okaaaay, today imma going t see baby at hosp or jurong i think. Nizam's gonna be there. Awwsome, see ya there bro. :) Friday, December 10, 2010 HAHAHAHHAHAAAH ! bodoh per. nak seduce beh jatoh katil. wth~ Labels: story maacam ku pernah dengar hahah HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!! Labels: nie sial macam kau girl aku tahu.^^ eh bitccccccccccccccccccccccccccccch, kau jangan perasan eh aku trust kau. HAHAHA ! =/ Labels: thaaat girl ma !!! xmas, taknak benda lain. you beli kan i ni dah ok <3 Pls. Labels: pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase ma tunggu apa lagi ? jilat lah pantat aku. Labels: for you my dear girl lawanyaaa dia, oh. dia tentu lagi hot dari kau beb (: Labels: sudah tentu i kalau dapat pistol tuu, i tembok dlm mulot you bie Labels: minah sakai minah sakain serves you nak the blue & yellow for xmas (: Labels: garfield i miss loving someone i loved. Labels: but its over i thought that youre the biggest parachute that could save me. but i guess, i was wrong. *sigh. Labels: ill find bigger than that insyaallah when i say jump, you say how high~ i miss those days\m/ Labels: skating till bruises grow i miss those days, dashing upon the red lights, adventuring ard while everybody's sleeping. please bring back those times ~ Labels: its alr changed Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, pileh pileh pileh, amek jeee. Freee lah XD Labels: kasot lawa lawa tp matreps dan minahreps biken nama jatoh la macam nike juga Pest Are Rising In Singapore :D ni kalau jab kau, jangan cakap tido. koma setahun pun tak cukop. Labels: jom try dekat minah sakai tu Thursday, December 9, 2010 Hello ! Look at that picture above. The kental face. I kinda miss OBS :( Can i come back there again ? If i could i would. No matter how much we have t suffer there. I enjoy myself, and i liked it. Esp, the 12km kayaking. And the 8km walk in the forest. The shouting, punishments that we got from our instructors, they were awwsome. I miss it so much. Esp the heights. Ay, actually, ive got nothing t do, so decided t blog (: So basically, something distract me from sleep this morning at 7am. When i open my eyes, everyone's was like kecoh-ing ard. Wtf ? Eh, when i saw that thing, i was like wtf ! Awwwsome, bestttttttttt skali -.- Fcked up sia rara. Sot jap aku. Made police report and all. Finally its done. Fuuuhlersmak. I got back t sleep at 9am. Then dad idiot, disturb me, woke up again at 10am. Sot sia. Sot gile punyeeeeee. Texted Aliya. Told her whut happen. Due due boiled siol. Sot kan babe, sot kan ?! --.-- T whom who did that, nice eh, thanks alot. Awwsome siol. Buat lagi ah, amalkan slalu, masuk syurga siol -.- T (insertname), you happy now ? Happy anot ? Look whut youve pulled us into. Look la ! Fcked. Its your fault ok. So stop nagging ard like naggy chicken backside can ?! Sebelum aku amek tu thinner, aku splashed kt muke kau, baik kau diam ah. _|_ Tmr, i am not meeting Fauzi. If can kan, i taknak meet dier lg pon (: Eh, eh, tadi i make kueh abuk-abuk siol. Even syafiq grabber knows whut it is. I dont even know whuts it called, only know how it looks. HEHE :P Made myself oi. Aiseh, mama just texted me. Guess whut ? Have t rush t Hosp at 6pm. Aisehh, lazy sia want t go. Takpee, teman mama punyee pasal kan. Kesian mama nak carry barang alone kan, i teman you k ma. <3 Kaylah, kaylah,. Want t talk with Dydy. See you when you see me, again. Mwa ! Monday, December 6, 2010 Hello. Im here updating again. So basically, yestd. Didnt went t hosp t take care of Anne. Stayed at home all day. Played with lappy. Lazy t go out lah yestd. Hehe. Takkpee. So, today, woke very early for Anne. Woke up at 8.30am, took out psp, played until 9.27am. Mateen called, yeah, janji dier pukol 10am at nanny place. 5mins before 10am, ive yet t shower. Awwsome, i know. Haha. So yeah. Blablabla. Cab-ed t hosp. Then yeah, had late breakfast. Ate mee goreng for breakfast. Texted with redhza & fauzi (: Aink, we nothing ok. Redhza friend. Fauzi ex. :P Okaaay. Wtv, silly things happen at hosp. Kene maki with nenek siol. Nenek english speaking tros jap. HAHA. Mateen and me, kekek macam nak rak siol. I likke today's joke. Awwsome, thanks t rara awwsome. HAHAH :) Kaykay, at ard 2.40pm, had t go eastpoint mall. But then its gonna rain, we lazy t walk. Hehe, so yeah. Cab-ed t eastpoint. Then, went t NTUC, bought 10packets of fishcakes. omg, amazingggg. Buat picnic kepeee nenek aku ni. Hahaha. Walked home. Shit happpen. Pity mateen, die kene maki all the way sia dengan aku. Aww, sorry bestf. You know why right im not in a good situation. Dah lah panas. Kunci rumah tkdee. Kecohh siol. Calling calling ah. Rush t get keys. Kay, home sweet home. Kay blablabla. Watch alot of vids. Discover so many weird things, and weird minahs feeling-feeling nyanyi. Kat atas blok lah, kat dlm toilet lah. Oppsie, siape makan pepper, dier rase hot lah yer. Hehe. Irrits pe. Suare kalau sedap takpee. Kk, dah cukop. Tmr, ive t wake up at 5am. And off t airport by 6am. Nenek, dad's side back from Haji. Then after that, gonna meet mateen at airport. Have breakfast. Then meet Fauzi at inter at 10am. Then gonna have a date at east coast beach, wah date siol. Otak kau ! Haha. We having picnic ah, maybe ? Idk. Fauzi, mateen, myself, and maybe sasa & sora too ! Aww, please, hope you both girls can make it. Hehe. Rindu siol :P Wednesday, im going t hosp again. And redhza will accompany me this time. Fuhh, baiknya kau ehh. Bagos, bagos, teman aku kay ! :) Kay lah. Saye naik boring siol tenung ini laptop. Byebye :P Sunday, December 5, 2010 Hello. Sorry for not updating that often. As usual, busy with school and etc. I just dont like how life goes for me. I hate it very much, for now. Dont ask me knpe lah, kay. Im alr, pissed off. Wtv it is, life still must go on. And i will make a change. I will keep on moving forward, t the brighter side. And i will keep smiling, like how i am. Its gonna be 2011 soon. Everytg's gonna change. Everyone will change, i hope so. I mean, from the worst of the worst change t better. I hope my two beloved brothers gonna change after this. Learn from their mistakes. And neva repeat it, again. Muhammad Shauki Bin Yunos and, Muhammad Shaffy Bin Hassan. Dont care about whut people think of you guys, prove them wrong. Prove t them whut you guys really are, ok ? :) I know both of you are nice people. People dk you, thats why they fck you out. Heck care about all that. Just learn from your mistakes. And dont do it again. Aku ni, bual pasal orang. Diri aku tonggang terbalik. Ceh ! Haha. Eh, please siol. Tonggang terbalik tu bukan terok macam si minah cikopek tu. Haha. Aku tahu jage diri. Aku ade marwah diri. Aku ade harge diri. I know how t take good care of myself. As long as i am still nice t you, ill be nice. Hehe. Alah, aku memang baik pee. Minah cikopek dan mat cikopeng tu je syiok sendri. Hehe ! :D Kay, dah cukop. Mengarot pe aku -.-' Well see, my civil defend course have not yet start, and im alr busy as workabee. Whuts gonna happen when the course at CDA have start ? Confirm-confirm no time t update for sure. And even t switch on my lappy, lagi. NOTIME. Haha. So yeah, just have t bare with it ah. My course will start on the 20dec. Its a 10days course camp, if im not wrong. And yeah, next year. Im really gonna bucked-up and pull up my socks. I will have t really study like nerdy. Its for my own good, i dont wanna suffer too much when im taking my Ns. Ra, its for your future. Bare that in mind. Study hard, play lata. So yeah. Next year, my weekdays gonna be very tight. Yeah, i believe ive a very chim tight schedule. I bet you. It'll be much like this. Monday : I'll be having Civil Defend until evening. Tuesday : I'll be having Soccer training from 3pm t evening. Wednesday : I'll be having Civil Defend until evening, again. Thursday : I'll be having Soccer training from 3pm t evening, again. Friday : I'll be having NYAA. (Mostlikely i wont go, cos its like my only rest time. If im not tired, i'll go. But its ok. NYAA will end in February.) Hell yeah, schedule super tight. Now, ive got space t fit my Gym time in -.- Ms Maryanti gonna kill me. Hahahaha. If i'll be having all that ^^. Then when imma gonna go Gym ? Gym is only open on Mondays and Wednesdays. How ? At the same time ive got Civil Defend. Wahpiangggg, standby uh kau Ra. School's gonna open soon. Guess whut ? School books have no yet buy. School shoes ? Theyre otw. School shirt ? I'll buy it when my mom's got her off day. Schoo work ? Not even one is done ! How pathetis can i be ? Omg, Ra terok pe kau. Haha. Rabaaaak. Well, anw, im going t 3C next year. Why ? Im one class down. This year result terok punyee pasal. Babitong ah. Haha. But the goood thing is, Mdm Wi's gonna take my class. But the bad thing is KARAT's in my class __ Speaking of her, i saw her yestd. Wah, nampak aku macam nampak hantu -.- Look that fierce GANGSTER KARAT didnt even wanna/dare look at me. Takpee, ini lah dolat nyee. Nak melari kan diri dari aku kan, takpee. Next year hari-hari you boleh pandang mukee i k bie ? *evil smile* I pon hari-hari boleh biken you trauma. Sukee bie ? -.- HAHA. Kalau you naak World War 3 pon ok. You nak bawak geng KARAT you pon ok. I lagi sukeee bie. Lai-lai kplabutos. Im in love with Priscilla Renea <3 Sentenced, 40days in CPC. 38days t go. We will all wait for you, brother. We will re-celebrate new yeat with you. We all care for you, we all love you. Hang'in there, you'll be out in no time. I'll be praying for you and Kiki too, kay. we miss you, brother. Muhammad Shaffy Bin Hassan :) Labels: another gone Im just a girl, but youre just a boy. This is my heart, its not a toy. So, whuts with you playing with my mind. We used t be cool, this used t be love. Now its has become, sometg like a job. Like it or not, maybe, things were changing right before our eyes. I tried t be a picture perfect girl, but you were in your own fantasy world. Tryin t control me, like somekind of barbie, but thats just aint me. Cause i aint a doll, this aint a dollhouse. Youre way too old t be, putting me down like this, playing ard like this. I aint a doll, this aint a dollhouse. No, i could neva be. Stuck living life like this, behind this for walls, cause i aint a doll. You call the shots, right down t my shoes. I like whut you liked, cause you told me too. And i dont think you could even tell. I fell out of love, but it neva showed. I gave up on us, so long ago. But baby you'll neva know. So dont tell me like you know me so well. I'll neva be made of plastic, so glad that my heart's elastic. No matter whut you do, i'll bounce back off you. Cut me, but im not bleeding. I come with imperfection, it paid t me of perfection. If you cant understand, loving the way i am, then youre no good for me. So glad i kept my receipt. Labels: I dont have a plastic heart like her
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay