Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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For you, caught my attention
 RARA :D
♥ uǝɾ ʎǝlıɯs ɐɹɐɹORIGINAL SINCE 1996 Hi. Im just your girl-next-door. Sweet 15. I like it t be 30 March. I'm more than just myself. I am my own hero. That maybe strange but, that's me. I maybe as cold as an Ice Queen and as hot as the Sun. Fools like you dont waste my time. I aint a game t play with. I like going around traumatizing people, and irritating strangers is my forte. So, live with it. Alright? I know you know :D 260111, much appreciated. Muzakkir♥ Ways to contact me: » Msn Too good t deny it
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Saturday, January 29, 2011
 If you are a boy, please read this and get this into your head until you die. Thank you. Labels: this is want we want as girls  Labels: dear God i hope hes the one  Labels: girls mature faster  Labels: love you  Labels: dun eva do that youre gonna regret it
Labels: awwwwww  Labels: theyre actually cowards which was name aft backstabbers When a boy calls you hot, they look at your body. When a boy calls you pretty, they look at your face. When a boy calls you gorgeous, they look at your clothes. But when they calls you beautiful, they see everything♥. Labels: true enough also  Labels: this is sweeet  Labels: we are all drifting apart  Labels: lets fall in love again  Labels: we will fight for it ❑ taken ❑ single √ God is writing my love storyLabels: muhammad abdul muzakkir  Labels: love you bi  Labels: true enough  Labels: i simply care for you  Labels: im not addicted i know how to control myself  i think im going t draw that for my art :P Labels: cool shit  Labels: if i were her i would just kill myself 
Labels: let me tell you why When I’m in a relationship:
Labels: when im in a r/s  Friday, January 28, 2011
 I dun care what youre gonna say. I dun care what you think of (insertname). Whats wrong with you? You got no right to even kpo. Why do so? Its my problem that who i want to befriends with. Cause its none of your business. Mind your own business, will you? I bet you have a million problems of your own. Who i want to be with doesnt concerns you, so move aside. Keep your comments to yourself if you hate (insertname), so much k? Much appreciated, thank you. That night was awwsome ♥ Saturday, January 22, 2011
 Ive got beck, what ive lost. :> Good morning Singapore. Sorry for not updating that much. So yea, im gonna update as much as i can for now. Last week, saturday and sunday, when for 1 star kayaking course. Basically, there were more boys. And only 5 girls, including us. And me and my two girls were the only sec threes, how pathetic is that. Nevamind. We're all separated into two groups. My group were the gerek ones. Haha. Made friends, ofcos. Were very close with danish, bob and zakir. These three guys, they rock my weekends. Eventhough some conflict happened between me and danish. In the end, everytg was ok. So yea. Got bullied by danish, as usual. I had fun, definitely. And yea, i passed my 1 star kayaking. And im going for the 2star kayaking course next month. Cant wait. But sadly, danish bob zakir wont be there. Cos theyre sec two, so they must wait for sec three. Aww. Too bad. Haha. Nevamind. Tuesday, went to toa payoh, to meet zakir and bob. Danish wasnt there. So did my own thing. Then shit happen between them, which i dun bother much. Thursday, didnt went to school. Was on MC, was really sick. Temp was 39.2 :( Keep on vomitting and stuff. I hate it. My nose it hurts real bad, like its gonna bleed. Cheebai, hate those feelings, i swear. Ytd, went to sengkang. To pei hwa sec, for some MOI thingy, and observe. It was normal, but boring at times. Hehe. Danish called me lastnight. It was shocking uh. Cos apprently we faught real bad. After the long talk with him, i guess everything's ok (: Danish, must meet soon ok? Before your court day, definitely. Imy. K, i wanna go eat now. Cos i need to eat my medicine before 12 :> Bai. Get well soon rara :> Labels: i need you to change Thursday, January 20, 2011
 I miss you very much :'( I swear, i kept thinking of you every night. Saturday, January 8, 2011
 Hi. Mateen's at my crib now. Iesu & Guna came too just now, but they went home alr. I miss kiki. Now, we cant go for movie. we plan t watch tron this weekend which is today or tmr. but due t his issue made last week, he cant get homeleave for 4weeks. which is one month, i cant meet him :( why didnt you went work? see, this is what you get in the end. im gonna miss you. till we meet, the next 3 weeks. :< Labels: muhammad shauki yunos imy  So yea, met him on thurs at ubi. Awhile only, as im in a rush. Miss you too k. And, get well soon, your knee is really bad. See you again soon k :> Labels: muhammad shaffy hassan in action       Pictures on sec ones cca orientation. Labels: fight fire safe lives we are the ones Tuesday, January 4, 2011
First day was awwsomely awwsome! :D Psst, i love my new class. I love my new teacher, form teacher i mean :> I'll update again soon, bai. Monday, January 3, 2011
 Its stupid. Its hard. Its hurting. Its whut i dun like t happen. No one knows overall how bad my life is actually. Actually, not much of the life. Its the people. Those irritating faggots. They just need my fist landing on their face. I swear alot. Alot of them. Some of them are saddist. Some i dun know whut uh alien type of attitude in them. Like seriously. Everyone is pushing me hard t the ground. Everyone is hitting me real bad. They just love it. Ok, ive t admit. Ive quite a few of people who really treat me well, and understands me. Dun talk about my girlfriends or guyfriends lar k. Some of them are just saddist too. I know who they are, its for me t know. For you not t know. I appreciate my bestfs and those nice people living in ubi avenue one. They are really nice people. Nicer than those faggots. Nicer than you could even imagined. Really. I swear, of all the people in my life. I really appreciate them, who? Those fellows living in ubi. They know who they are. Thanks guys. And not t forget, Abdul Mateen Firdaus. Youre one of the best bestf i had in my school level. You did so much for me. I dun know how t repay you. But i will :P Thank you very much guys. And yes. T you, (insertname). Fun right? I know its super fun t make people scold me whut, right? I shall do it t you one day. Trust me, i will. And you will feel just like how i feel, but twice as hard ok? Dun worry, it wouldnt be that bad. *evilsmile* Theres one thing about you ar, seriously. And im sick and tired of repeating it you know? Ok, let me repeat it for the sake of myself. So when i get older. And i read back again, whut ive type down here. I will remember, only if i have forgotten ar, which is not going t happen. Yes, its not going t happen, i am NOT GOING T FORGET WHUT YOU HAVE DONE T ME, AND MY LOVED ONES. Bare that in mind, ok? I am tired ar seriously with your attitude. Your damn ugly, stinky, bloody mouth. I think your lips need the taste burning one day. Wanna try? Dun worry, i wont do it. Am not that stupid like you. When youre DEAD, God will definitely do it on behalf of me, k ;) Just t be clear again, ive been hating you for 12years. Which is, when i was two years old. Ok? And you know that dude. Better not forget that k. Coz, i will make you remember. Mark my words, its really gonna happen. Just wait, and see. And im gonna make you regret like fck. Cry like fck. Begged t me and my loved ones like fck. T be simple. Youre gonna feeel whut me and my loved ones felt soooner or later, but remember, its gonna be twice as hard :> Whuteva youre trying t do, it may hurt me like fck. I dun care, i will just have t endure it, while waiting for your turn baybeh. And wtf youre trying t do, my life will go on. Cos, this is my life. And hey, anyway, not only (insertname) ok? All those you have hurt me, and making my life difficult. Goodluck. Labels: you will suffer twice as hard Sunday, January 2, 2011
 I dun know where t go for now. I really dun. Brother, brother, brother-hood. Why do we end up this way now ? You are the best, you are the brother of mine which i treasure the most, and i love the most. We were so close, too close. I like it that way too. You know me very well, even better than my school girls have known me. You were there when i needed you. You were there t advice me on any problems that im going thru or ive t go thru. You were there t accompany me slacking, when i was bored. You were there t take cocktail icetube for me, when no one else are ard. You were the best listening ears, when i need someone t talk t. You are the best of the best. But why ? Why we ended up this way ? I neva expect this t happen you know. I neva did. Is this whut people say fate ? I dun know. Im like a total lost now. I am scared. I am happy. I am a little sad. Scared, why ? Because, if we were t go beyond than whut we are, we are not only going t lost the thingy thing that is just recently on us, but everytg, everytg that ive gone thru with you. Those hard times, thru thick and thins, everytg. Happy, why ? I will feel very secure with you. Lucky im in love with my bestf/brother. Oh no, that sounds wrong. But, urgh. Only Allah knows. A little sad, why ? I dun really understand lah basically. I am sad. I am sad, that i have the heart for you. Cause, loving someone is hard, but once i lost someone i love, its twice as hard. Esp, when i was so close t you like my own blood brother. One mistake, once gone, everytg's gone. And neva return. I am just afraid. Afraid of losing every single thing in you, in us. Dear brother, (insertname), you'll be reading this in no time. Its not that i dun want any further obstruction. You know.. I am just afraid. Ok. Whuteva it is, you must know. I love you very much, brother. Like no one did, like you could neva imagined. Till here, im out. Imy ♥ Labels: the little secret Whut are you t me now ? Its confusing me, everytg about us really confuse me. Labels: im stuck in this moment  Hello. I just got home from East Coast Beach with Shauki Kiki. So yea, woke up at 8+. Got msg from him, so yea. Call him straight away. He didnt pick up. So i went t bath. Finish bathing, got msg from kiki. Got myself ready. Out of house before 9.30am. Took 59, bus-ed t ubi. Waited for him at bustop. Was listening t music la kan. And he, like ass, shocked me from the back. Seronok sekali -.- Haha. I dun care where am i, who are looking, i just hug him really tight, macam orang baru terlepas kandang. I swear, i miss him so much sia. Omg kiki, youve grown big huh. ' Sapao ' and ' dark ', haha.Waited for 55, damn slow :( Tired sey wait. Haha. Bus, sampai je, i dun care old young, i just cut the queue, go up the bus, and take a sit. Haha. Drop down the bus, walk-walk. Got two ' mak-saleh ', came t us. '' Excuse, do you know how t get t the other side of the road ma'am ? '' *Points t the other side of the road* And i say, '' there's an underpass few metres ahead sir. '' When they left, me and kiki was laughing at them. Like duhhhh. They came from where the underpass was, and they ask me that dumb dumb question. Ya elleh. Memang lah tak tinggal s'pore. Tapi commonscence uh. Haha. Dumb :> Reach beach alr, look for place. Get change. Put our bags down. Off swim. I swear, i had fun with Kiki down there. Hehe :> But sadly, we cant stay long. Coz, he need t pass sometg t Shaffy. And then, back t hostel. So yea. Wanted t tagged along but yea. Nvm lah. Lazy lah. Bath and blablabla. Walk back t where we got from. Took 55, bus-ed t ubi. Got down, hugged Kiki for the last time until next week. And yea baibai :( Im gonna miss you very much Shauki. See you next week for movie :> sorry no pictures for today, nextweek maybe :> Labels: dapat jugak lepaskan rindu Saturday, January 1, 2011
 Muhammad Shaffy Bin Hassan :P Thank Allah, he's back earlier than whut we expected. He's supposed t be back on 13 January. But yeah. He was back on 31 December. Just right, just nice before 2011 started. Haha. Youre lucky. Now youre out. Stop being one idiotic guy, again. Change ok. Change t the better. I wanna see that. I know it takes time, but yea. Go ahead. I understand. Basically, i got a call at 3am + in the morning. I take a look with my blury vision, its Shaffy. I was whut the hell. He's inside, how could be using his phone right. So yea. Thought it was his aunt or brother lah. Wanted t pick up, but then clumsily, i drop my phone, and it went under my bed. Was too lazy t take it back. So yea. Heck care those noisy ringing, went back t sleep. See, i know im irritating. Haha. But too bad, you just have t bare with it. Haha. The next morning. I dun know why, but i woke up at 8am+. Check my phone i had missed calls from Shaffy's num, and a msg from his num too. It goes like this,.. '' Hey nie abg shaffy nk inform yg shaffy will be coming back late coz he got into a fight inside and he wrote a letter to ask me to tell you . Anything i will inform more info abt hym . '' So yea. I replied back lor. I thought it was really his brother. Fck. Got fooled by Shaffy himself. Cheeebaaaaai -.- Seronok nye ! He called me straight away once i replied. And he was like.. '' Hello ? Rara eh ? '' I said, '' hello. ya. ni sape ? '' And he was like, '' hello ?.... hello?.... hello?.... '' -.- Blablabla. Talk t him like almost 1hr. Yea, you must know that, imy too! :) Ok, hugs* Will meet you next week, dun worry. Smile always,  And you, Muhammad Shauki Bin Yunos. Imy very much too ! But its ok. I know ive neva meet you for like months. Even if its your homeleave, i cant get t meet you. Tmr is our day ok ? Dun worry. Its gonna happen. We're going t the beach, and have some time together. Boys and girls, its not like whut you think k. Cant wait for tmr morning ! :D See youu very soon brother! Labels: hes back and imy too           7th NCO Course Badge. more pictures on fb :P All the laughters and fun that we had. The hard times that we've gone thru together. It has come t an end. And its a new beginning for all of us. We have learn. And now we'll have t lead. As we lead, we serve :) CD motto, LEARN LEAD SERVE. Room 16 was memorable. Im gonna miss every single thing we all did in that room, in hta and in cda. Nothing much t elaborate about us. The 7th NCOs, and the CLTs, AFIs, you guys were awwsome. Last but not least, SODEXO food ROCKS :) One of the days at CDA. Yea, met andy. Like duhhh. He fcking shout my name at the canteen, and everyone was looking. Paiseh siol. Including Rais. haha. Koraaaaang eh. Macam2 ar. Miss you la brother! Haha. During my training time, andy come by and disturb. Irrits eh. Ok, meet you again soon people. AFIs & CLTs, and my dearest NCO, we will meet again nextyr in march :) ok. So dun sad sad. haha. I miss you all :D Room 16 rocks. Major : Sir Tan Lieutanent Officers : Ma'am Kimberly - NCDCC Sir Dzul Ng - CD AFI : Sir Radin Sir John Chan Sir Zaqeeyan Sir Marjuk Sir Afiq Sir Anwar - CD lance corporal Sir Fuad Sir Zul - CD sargeant Sir Trevor - CD corporal Sir Shadiq - CD lance corporal CLT : you know who you are :P Tomorrow, going t the beach with shauki kiki :) Miss him so much. See you tmr bro. Labels: memorable room 16 and those AFIs CLTs NCOs |
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